Unsent messages to ALICE
From: ABC
To: Alice
Date: October 26, 2020, 7:53 am UTC
I love you, I always will. Idk if the whole soulmates thing is real but if it is then you're definitely it. I know that things are complicated rn but I'm willing to wait. And whenever you want to cry to current joys I will always be here for you.
From: ABC
To: Alice
Date: October 25, 2020, 2:28 am UTC
every time i expect you to be like everyone else, to get mad at me for shutting down, to tell me im annoying when i get too excited... you show me otherwise
and every time you prove me wrong I think I fall in love with you even more
From: ABC
To: Alice
Date: October 22, 2020, 12:01 am UTC
break up with your boyfriend. date me instead. tell me how you feel. really. you know i like you. so stop being a pussy and do something about it.
From: ABC
To: Alice
Date: October 11, 2020, 12:29 pm UTC
Your my first love. And the person in the world I still love the most. Thank you for lighting my world for the past 7 years, love from your Abi
From: ABC
To: Alice
Date: October 10, 2020, 5:35 pm UTC
if only you knew just how much i have dreamt of curling up with you while you read aloud to me, speaking softly, playing with your hair, holding your hand, all the soft stuff. but i am also terrified of hurting you. please dont stay long enough to let me. because of you i look twice when i cross the road. think twice about throwing myself into oncoming traffic. i think i might love you, but im not yet sure if i want to. If you see this - which you might - no you did not... this is not real... wake up. I love you.
From: ABC
To: Alice
Date: October 9, 2020, 6:14 pm UTC
i know we won’t ever talk again. it took me some time to accept it. after everything we’ve been through. i cant make myself hate you, so i wish you the best in life. thank you for everything. always? always. ♾
From: ABC
To: Alice
Date: October 6, 2020, 8:22 pm UTC
whenever i find myself alone - which is often - i often find myself thinking of you. you are the steam dancing on my window pane,
but,
it is cold outside and i am tired.
do you ever think of me?
no, probably not, but i wonder - stupid i know - but wander i do; through corridors where you are holding my hand, rooms where we are closer, but its not enough. nothing will ever be enough. not my silly metaphors or prose, neither my pathetic jokes or weak attempts at comfort, because, its still cold outside, and steam is only futile attempts at warmth. maybe some of us were born to suffer so that those that may find happiness may find it with meaning. im okay with that. the sacrifice of the renaissance. the burden of aesthete. i love you alice, but i will never tell you because i am blue and you will always be orange. but thats okay, because every time i now gaze upon autumn, i know that you are there.
From: ABC
To: Alice
Date: October 3, 2020, 1:18 pm UTC
i love you so much but you would never like me. i want to be closer but i know you get annoyed by my text. i want to be with you. ily
From: ABC
To: Alice
Date: October 3, 2020, 10:55 am UTC
You were my first friend and I loved you deeply since we were children. You broke my heart though. I still want to see you, I hope the world has treated you kindly since we’ve parted ways.
From: ABC
To: Alice
Date: October 2, 2020, 8:03 pm UTC
i just don’t feel like i’m enough anymore. It hurts me when you treat your other friends better and you don’t stand up for me when they are talking crap. thank you for everything tho. I love you.
From: ABC
To: Alice
Date: October 1, 2020, 10:10 pm UTC
i am so fucking tired of constantly having to apologise to you. anything we every fall out about is always my fault. you never apologised to me. i hope you know that i fucking despise aiden and i have no idea what you see in him but i hope enjoy having him as you won’t have us anymore. fucking slag
From: ABC
To: Alice
Date: October 1, 2020, 4:26 pm UTC
I don't know what the future plan for us, but I'm sure that even if we part away you'll always hold special place in my heart. Because of you I was able to change and find peace. Thank you
From: ABC
To: Alice
Date: September 26, 2020, 8:55 pm UTC
hiya you probably know who this is from but i wanted to lyk you are amazing and i appreciate you so much
From: ABC
To: Alice
Date: September 21, 2020, 3:46 pm UTC
Você foi estranha desde o começo e no fim foi exatamente por isso que me apaixonei, espero que você ainda seja muito feliz.
From: ABC
To: Alice
Date: September 14, 2020, 6:07 am UTC
You are beautiful inside & out, keep loving urself the way you show others love. I’m so grateful for you. Keep smiling :)
From: ABC
To: Alice
Date: September 13, 2020, 3:18 pm UTC
i had the best time last night just talking for hours and just sitting in the middle of the road staring at the stars. i hope that we can do it more often bc i love you sm
From: ABC
To: Alice
Date: September 12, 2020, 10:14 pm UTC
i don’t know why i’m writing this i don’t know if the one i even read was about me i really don’t know what i’m doing. i don’t think my feelings for you will ever fully leave and i hate it.
