sometimes i wish you never came into my life and other times i wish i could go back to that moment of looking into your eyes for the first time

i've finally reached my breaking point. i can’t do this anymore. i’m not going to compete with anyone for you. it’s so obvious you don’t want me. have fun with all those girls. hope you find a good one who makes u happy. ily forever & always.

i honestly hate that you act like you didn’t do anything wrong. you played me, lead me on, had me thinking we were gonna get back together, and used me. that’s what hurt the most but yet you don’t see anything wrong with your actions and always call me out for everything i did. it just hurts that you don’t even consider the things you did to me. but it’s all cool.

Hey Kaiden, you might know me as your crush, girlfriend, and solmate. I really hope i get to see you sooner or later. I miss seeing your smile when you walk in the classroom, your funny jokes, and how goofy you are. I hope i get to see u soon. Heres how it all started, on the first day of 5th grade i saw you walk in that classroom like you owned it. And then i get this weird feeling in my heart like it was about to explode. Through out the days i got jealous of all the girls you talked to. I hvent even talked to you in a long time so thats why. When i found out you liked Lola my heart torn into peices. But i got through it. Through out the months and days i started to gain more feelings for you. When quarentine started, i didnt want to separate from you. But i had to, On November something 2020 i finally had the courage to tell you how i felt. And it went to a succsess! I got so happy i screamed so loud. Then i started a meeting for fun and then Rosalyn got us together. And yea. Im happy that im with you and i hope you are to. Bye :)

you always manage to make me smile. even when i’m crying. but i want to help you too... i just don’t know how.

you hurt me often, but what hurt the most was seeing her in my favorite sweater of yours. i didnt even know you guys were friends..

i take back everything i said. you and i wont ever change so why keep fighting for what’s already lost. royal blue. what a colour...

i really miss you. i’m just not sure how else to prove to you i wanna make this work. i can’t prove anything if you don’t give me a chance to show you i want this more than anything. i know i didn’t respond to you, but that’s because it’s exhausting being the only one trying. idek if you wanna make this work. it’s just so hard. i wanna b w u but u make it seem like you don’t want anything to do w me so i feel the need to leave you alone. ily:/

you were the first person to ever show me what true love actually is and how it's supposed to feel, I will forever love you.

after everything I hate how I forgive you. I hate that after all the tears I can let it go because... idek. you were the perfect storm, and your still something that I still want. I know you'll never see this to even care if you found this. but I still love you Kaiden. after everything I still do. -****

You’re never gonna notice me and it’s never gonna happen but in the back of my head I’m still hoping it will

I love you I still love you with all my heart but fuck you for doing what you did and I know I don’t mean this when I say “fuck you” cuz I can’t be mad at you and I hate that but I’m always gonna be here for you. So I love you

I still love you and wish we could be together right now. But I’m glad we’re close :) having a friendship is all I ask i ask of so thank u :)

i just wish there was something i could do to fix everything because i need you. i ruined everything and now i’ve lost you

You broke me, you fucking broke me. I hope it feels good. you lied to me, you lead me on, you used me. I hate myself because I still love you. please come back:(

You broke me and I apologized. You’re suffocating me but I never want to lose you.

I'm sorry

I’m in love with you tbh you’re perfect and you’ve made me so much happier

i could stare at your back all day

I think im in love with you kaiden

I really wanted it to be you. I was so happy. what changed your mind?

i love you so much. i will forever.

Did you mean any of it?

I miss you. A lot.

i miss you and im sorry for everything i did. i miss what we were and i miss being with yoi

I wanna be with you forever, but only if you want me to.

i love u so much, ur as perfect as perfect can get.

if you reached out i would go back to you in a second

Miss you my lovebug. I hope my absence brings you peace

Did u mean it when u said I was a bad gf? Because I would've done anything for u. I loved u.

I’ll love you forever.

ik we’ve had our up’s&downs, but y block me out of nowhere? u never told me. pls.

im so inlove with you.

If u see this, I'll be waiting for you. never said it, but Ilysm. Miss u :)(Grey cuz it's ur fav)

You’re the love of my life i truly hope we last forever you’ll always be my person

i still love you. i thought what we had was great. but you left when i needed you the most

idk if that was you, but i admit it. i wont ever be.

i want to marry a man like you

You’ve gotta stop wearing that crop top dude. I cannot make eye contact with you.

i know that deep down u wish she was me

my handsome boy, I hope one day your playing guitar and realize what we could’ve been.

It’s been years but you will always be that one boy for me . I still think about you sometimes.

why can’t u acknowledge we’re friends in public, but act like more than that in private

you ruined me, but yet i miss you more than ever.

i miss you a lot. i hope when things are over with her you come back

i still love you after all you and your friend did. unblock me?

You’re my best friend. I prayed you would feel okay even if it meant I had to not be.

im sorry, and I still think about you all the time, I just need time.

I will forever love you, even tho we arent bsfs anymore

I finally apologized so why don’t I feel better?