Unsent messages to ALAN
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: August 14, 2023, 5:36 pm UTC
If you were straight why mess with my feelings?
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: August 7, 2023, 5:12 am UTC
i really wish we had more time together.
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: July 27, 2023, 4:29 am UTC
i’m having to redo my home to remove lingering traces of you
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: July 23, 2023, 10:42 pm UTC
you knew I liked you, all you did was use me for attention
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: July 23, 2023, 8:59 pm UTC
u will never know how much it rlly hurt.
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: July 23, 2023, 7:29 am UTC
How do you manage to cross my mind after 4 years
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: July 18, 2023, 11:12 pm UTC
i think we should break up, i dont like u the same anymore
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: July 16, 2023, 10:23 pm UTC
i wish u could see my adoration for you through my eyes
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: July 15, 2023, 9:06 pm UTC
I could have loved you, if only you continued to like me
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: July 10, 2023, 3:15 am UTC
i like you but i don’t know if i can ever be with you properly
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: January 17, 2021, 9:42 am UTC
you hurt me in so many ways and made me feel like shit so often, but i cant help but miss the good times we had together.
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: January 17, 2021, 9:11 am UTC
you meant a lot to me, even though you hurt me in a lot of ways lol. i hope things are well for you and your family.
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: January 14, 2021, 4:26 pm UTC
You meant everything to me, and you didn’t even know it. Thank you for existing, and thank you for always being kind x
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: January 14, 2021, 6:20 am UTC
My very first awkward crush do you remember 6th grade? What I would do to be able to go back and change the past maybe things wouldnt be so sad these days. Do I regret what I did no but if it meant I could do it all over with you instead I would. But reality I've done that and theres no going back dont get me wrong I care for the weirdo but after what he did just hit the nail that really werent meant to be. Maybe that's why I'm feeling this way how stupid of me I need to move on.
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: January 13, 2021, 3:43 am UTC
I miss you too much I miss you too much but I think it is time to let you go, you already have another person and it was easy to replace me but I still do not do it I think that if I do not separate from you it is because I am afraid of loneliness, I am afraid not Have someone to talk to because for you I reject many people I love you and I will love you you always taught me that you can say words without feeling them, even if you have made me so many things, I miss you and I love you, sorry if I am so repetitive but it is what I feel ♡
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: January 13, 2021, 12:28 am UTC
pink. your favourite colour. the colour of the monster tab chain i made u. i guess u werent my first love, but i have genuinely never felt like this about someone. all i want is to be over you because i know you dont like me, but no matter how hard i try i cant get over you. i keep wondering what i couldve done differently. what i couldve done to make you like me like i like you. it hurts, but im glad we're at least friends. and i love you. so much. you've been the only thing keeping me alive recently.
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: January 11, 2021, 5:41 pm UTC
You are the best thing that happened to me in life, but now you are happy with her and your happiness is the only thing that matters to me.
I love u
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: January 6, 2021, 10:43 am UTC
I still think back to you, we never dated but I felt like there was always this connection between us. Unfortunately you didn’t like me back :(
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: January 5, 2021, 3:20 pm UTC
I still hold on to the idea of us being in love together but I have someone else now and they make me happy and I haven’t thought about u in days and that made me feel some kinda way I’m never going to forget u and all the times we had together sometime I go back to when we first started dating or like the first time I saw u in the south bus canopy lol I still remember every detail about it yo I miss u fr but I gotta let u go and stop messaging me and then deleting messages I wish nothing but the best to u
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: January 5, 2021, 2:07 pm UTC
Your only credibility was that I’d known you for a long time. I knew you as a kid so I thought you wouldn’t be a horrible person but you’ve made me hate your name. You’re shallow as hell and your hair looks like mr o’hare from the Lorax .
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: January 5, 2021, 12:16 pm UTC
i love u so much and i wish u understood that, idk whats best for us, im happy we are still friends but it hurts knowing its not the same anymore.
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: January 3, 2021, 7:37 am UTC
I remember the first time i met you, you were so exited to see me your smile was so big i wanted to fuck you right there
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: January 3, 2021, 3:09 am UTC
I believe everything happens for a reason, but if I had the chance I would have never met you in the first place.
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: January 3, 2021, 3:00 am UTC
alan learn how to treat a girl right before you get into a relationship bc you can really fuck up a girls mental health. Thx
love, ur ex
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: January 3, 2021, 12:25 am UTC
im sorry its all my fault, i miss u so much, but thinking of u also makes me wanna die, its all my fault im so sorry.
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: December 26, 2020, 4:17 am UTC
you came so unexpectedly and yet you were exactly what I need it in that moment. Thank u for everything
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: December 23, 2020, 11:06 pm UTC
love you so much and i hope you’re my soulmate.. i wanna meet you and it hurts that we can’t yet but i love you xxx
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: December 22, 2020, 10:55 pm UTC
I wish I could just have one more day with you. but borders closed and so did you. We are meant to be together, babe x
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: December 21, 2020, 9:43 am UTC
You were my first real love, honestly and truthfully. The moment I got home I wrote about that night, you made me feel as if I was in a movie, adios amor and thank you for that wonderful memory I will cherish forever.
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: December 12, 2020, 7:05 am UTC
hey and although you probably will never find this, im sorry for making you feel upset for all these times and I never meant to hurt you. i just get nervous whenever I text you and I don't want you think that im mean to you or anything. i never meant for you to feel upset just because of me. and I feel bad about making you feel upset, and I feel that whenever I say sorry to you and say that I will do better, and then I end up not improving myself. and believe me im really trying to change, but I still feel that I make you miserable, and you probably still feel miserable because of me, and I just apologize for that. and im just too scared to send you this because I don't want to make things worse and im sorry if I have caused you to feel upset or whatsoever. and I understand if you don't like me anymore, I get it. again, im sorry for everything that I caused, and please, if I really am a pain to have you in your life, I think you would be better without me. im sorry.
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: December 9, 2020, 6:05 am UTC
Quisiera que pudiéramos estar juntos , darte un abrazo y olvidarnos de todo por un momento :( que solo existimos tú y yo.
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: December 7, 2020, 6:44 am UTC
we were too young to know how to treat each other. our timing was never right but even when it wasn't, it always was.
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: December 2, 2020, 6:43 am UTC
Por favor regresa a mi, está ves se cómo hacer las cosas correctamente.
Te necesito,más que tú a mà ,y eso es injusto.
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: December 2, 2020, 6:42 am UTC
Te amo, te amo.
Y quiero que entiendas que para mà tú eres el único, y que carajo, si no eres tú no quiero a nadie más, por que nadie se acerca ni un poco a lo hermoso que tú eres.
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: December 1, 2020, 4:00 am UTC
Me hubiera encantado haber "coincidido" contigo más adelante, para estar preparada y hacerte feliz, por que lo merecemos.
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: December 1, 2020, 3:56 am UTC
Soy tan feliz de que hayas formado parte de mi vida, aún que ya no podamos estar más juntos te deseo lo mejor.
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: December 1, 2020, 2:26 am UTC
ça me fait énormément de mal quand je vois que tu penses jamais à moi, que tu ne me dit rien alors que je suis quand même ta copine, s’il te plait parle moi au lieu de jouer au jeux vidéos toute la nuit
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: November 29, 2020, 10:35 pm UTC
TodavĂa pienso en las anĂ©cdotas que me contabas. Me esta costando olvidarte. Joder Alan me has marcado.
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: November 23, 2020, 6:07 am UTC
No quisiste pasar de página cuando me dijiste que lo harĂas, pero me dejas y a la semana realmente pasas de página, wow, nunca debĂ de haberte dejado entrar a mi vida
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: November 23, 2020, 6:04 am UTC
Te deseaba todo lo bueno en la vida, pedĂa para que todo en tu vida mejorara porque no dejabas que te ayudara, ahora espero que te vaya mal, te mereces todo lo malo que te pase, eres una persona de mierda, no estoy orgullosa de la persona en que te convertiste
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: November 21, 2020, 8:35 am UTC
u ghosted when i needed u the most. now i hear ure on the other side of the world. i wish i never met u.
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: November 20, 2020, 8:59 am UTC
I miss you. I miss how you would ask how my day was. when you'd text me until I fell asleep. When you woke me up with good morning texts. when u weren't dry. when you'd subtly flirt with me. when u unblocked a girl I was trying to set u up with just because I said so. when you texted me everyday. every minute of every hour. I think you're the only guy I ever got attached to. I miss when you cared.
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: November 20, 2020, 5:29 am UTC
i miss you so much, your texts meant a lot to me and they kept me going. i really wish i could go back to when we first met.
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: November 20, 2020, 4:19 am UTC
I wish we could go back to when we first met. I wish we could start over and be together the right way. I'm sorry I love you too much.
From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: November 19, 2020, 10:07 pm UTC
FUCK YOU ALAN YOU STUPID
ARRUINED MY LIFE YOU NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT HOW I WOULD FEEL I HATE YOU I WISH I'D NEVER MET YOU
