From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: December 12, 2020, 7:05 am
hey and although you probably will never find this, im sorry for making you feel upset for all these times and I never meant to hurt you. i just get nervous whenever I text you and I don't want you think that im mean to you or anything. i never meant for you to feel upset just because of me. and I feel bad about making you feel upset, and I feel that whenever I say sorry to you and say that I will do better, and then I end up not improving myself. and believe me im really trying to change, but I still feel that I make you miserable, and you probably still feel miserable because of me, and I just apologize for that. and im just too scared to send you this because I don't want to make things worse and im sorry if I have caused you to feel upset or whatsoever. and I understand if you don't like me anymore, I get it. again, im sorry for everything that I caused, and please, if I really am a pain to have you in your life, I think you would be better without me. im sorry.