I miss you like hell. Idk how you're doing but I hope ur fine. I'm trying to be a better person but the thought of you always floods my mind. I'm sorry I had to mess it up. But I wonder if you really did like me the way I liked you. Why couldn't we work things out? Why couldn't have we growth together because of it? Is it because you just wanted to end it? Were you sick of me? You didn't even want to find out what exactly happened. But shit man I still miss you. I tried covering up the feelings with other girls but it always comes back to you. It's always been you. I wish I could start over. You were nothing like what I had experienced before and I wish I can take it all back. But I will heal. I know I will. But I also know I will always be there for you. I will drop everything for you. Hopefully one day in the future, we can be friends again. I hate being strangers but that's how it has to be. I'm still healing. Idk if you're with somebody right now but I hope you're happy. I hope you're consumed in him. I hope he's consumed in you. I hope you guys find love because you are amazing and deserve to be happy. I hope you have a good life. I will forever be here for you. Thank you for everything Ashlyn. You showed me a glimpse of what love feels like.

I ran into your bumble profile today and after a long hard battle with myself i swiped left
-your penguin

p.s I hope you're happy and i'll always still consider you my friend and i'd still love to just talk to you

you’re the reason why I am who I am today. I hope you found joy in destroying a person because you can’t fix yourself.

I made this as close to your favorite color in hopes you'll find it.

You'll always be my favorite, my sunshine, my baby, and my best friend. I know you don't understand my office references but you're the Holly to my Michael scott or I guess in your cause you're the Penelope Garcia to my Derek Morgan, bc Criminal Minds. I'll forever wait for you and I promise i'll always find you and one day we can start again and get the timing right. (The Office Season 5 Episode 28 18:45 - 19:23)

-Your Favorite Boy, H

It's not the fact that I lost you and that you took my heart with you, even though that hurt pretty deep, its the fact I lost my best friend at the same time. I hope you're doing well and happy. We haven't talked in almost 3 months since we ended things but I still think about you almost everyday

I miss our friendship and u making me laugh, I’m so sorry I ruined it, hope you’re doing good :)

I drive by your house every day on the way home. I remember the song you wrote about me.

From the moment I saw you, I knew you would be different. Now you're all I think about. I love you.

I know it’s not my place, but I always knew you would be an amazing mother.

You will never know how much I wanted you, but I know you didn’t want me that much. I love you

I’m sorry I ghosted you, I thought it was for the best. I still love you… I want to try again.

all i wanted was to mean as much to you as you meant to me

I still think about you and your family. you should text me again, I’ll answer you.

I moved boo. I can’t believe you haven’t reached out. I can’t believe I caused you to be able to not

i’m happy that someone gets it

I hope one day we see each other again, for now I’ll just remember your vanilla perfume

i look at you everyday and wonder if we could still be friends.

You were my first everything. I’ll always care about you but I know now that you were just using me

I don’t think I’ll ever be the same.

I drive by your house each night penguin. I wish you’d step outside and kiss me again.

Will you ever talk to me again boo

I know you may never want to talk to me again but if you see this, I love you, and I’m sorry, boo.

Please forgive me for hurting you. Im so so sorry my boo. I still cant forgive me. It’s consuming me

I'm not sad I moved on and I hope you aren't either

You saved my life. You are my other half and I love you endlessly, even if you don’t know it

We wasted so many days…

I love you. I see you in every flower field of my heart, my beautiful daffodil. <3

I submit a post here everyday. Sometimes I wish they all showed up, but same message: I love you boo

I despise you w everything in me. Hope u enjoy ur k bc y’all are meant to be.

I know with all my heart that my path and yours are meant to be realigned. I trust in that reality

I still make my quesadillas the way you taught me to.

I wish you never talked about me with her.

i love you so much and i will always be there for u no matter how much it hurts

i have a secret

Take me back boo. The second you call, I’m there. No matter what. You’re my forever and for always

I'll always love you. I'm sorry I couldn't be better.

Even though you probably hate me now, I'll always cherish our friendship. I love you bestie

I miss what we had. I miss your love and your great humor. I’m praying we get back to where we were

I wish I would have behaved differently and not have burnt the bridge

My life is incomplete without you, and despite how I have been hurt, I would return in a heartbeat

I think I finally moved on. I loved you sm and wish it could’ve worked. I hope school is going well

I spent 2 years thinking you were a good person. But what you did to me at the end, proved your not.

it breaks my heart how you love him instead of me

I miss you so much boo

I still remember when i met you - I should've asked you out.

miss you so much but now heaven has a star. we love you girl. I’m trying to stay strong! LLAB ❤️‍????

I wish we were still friends. Breaking up was hard, but losing your friendship was devastating.

we’re not dating but i love you so so much, my good friend ashlyn ;)

I hope you see what we have is real boo. I wasn’t myself for so long. I know I beyond love you

I think you're doing so well in life, and I hope you continue to grow. sending love <3