Unsent messages to ALAN
From: ABC
To: Alan
you hurt me in so many ways and made me feel like shit so often, but i cant help but miss the good times we had together.
From: ABC
To: Alan
hey and although you probably will never find this, im sorry for making you feel upset for all these times and I never meant to hurt you. i just get nervous whenever I text you and I don't want you think that im mean to you or anything. i never meant for you to feel upset just because of me. and I feel bad about making you feel upset, and I feel that whenever I say sorry to you and say that I will do better, and then I end up not improving myself. and believe me im really trying to change, but I still feel that I make you miserable, and you probably still feel miserable because of me, and I just apologize for that. and im just too scared to send you this because I don't want to make things worse and im sorry if I have caused you to feel upset or whatsoever. and I understand if you don't like me anymore, I get it. again, im sorry for everything that I caused, and please, if I really am a pain to have you in your life, I think you would be better without me. im sorry.
From: ABC
To: Alan
I wish I could just have one more day with you. but borders closed and so did you. We are meant to be together, babe x
From: ABC
To: Alan
734 miles away. i think about you everyday. i already know you won’t stay. but just know, you’ve made me feel okay :)
From: ABC
To: Alan
734 miles away. i think about you everyday. i already know you won’t stay. but just know, you’ve made me feel okay :)
From: ABC
To: Alan
i wished i would have know it would be the last time. i would have said good or at least a till we meet again and to also let you know that you deserve the best and nothing less. till we meet again.
From: ABC
To: Alan
I wish you knew how hurt I feel when you seem like you aren’t interested. I wish you put in the same amount of effort as me and met me half way. I wish you actually cared about my life. I just wish you liked me back.
From: ABC
To: Alan
love you so much and i hope you’re my soulmate.. i wanna meet you and it hurts that we can’t yet but i love you xxx
From: ABC
To: Alan
Te deseaba todo lo bueno en la vida, pedĂa para que todo en tu vida mejorara porque no dejabas que te ayudara, ahora espero que te vaya mal, te mereces todo lo malo que te pase, eres una persona de mierda, no estoy orgullosa de la persona en que te convertiste
From: ABC
To: Alan
No quisiste pasar de página cuando me dijiste que lo harĂas, pero me dejas y a la semana realmente pasas de página, wow, nunca debĂ de haberte dejado entrar a mi vida
From: ABC
To: Alan
I fucking love you. I wish we were both ready to be together. Idk if we have is love, but for some reason your the first time it was more than a crush bc of how long we've been with each other.
From: ABC
To: Alan
you came so unexpectedly and yet you were exactly what I need it in that moment. Thank u for everything
From: ABC
To: Alan
i fell for you hard and i know that you wont like me back but talking to you makes me love you more
From: ABC
To: Alan
Why didn’t you fight for us? I still love you and I’m scared it won’t stop
From: ABC
To: Alan
Your the most beautiful person I’ve ever laid eyes on and I’m scared
From: ABC
To: Alan
i love you so much, i always think what it could have been if not for the distance
From: ABC
To: Alan
I wish I had the courage to tell you how I felt. I think of you all the time
From: ABC
To: Alan
fear stopped me from telling you how much i love you, i’ll miss ur nice self forever, u were my bf
From: ABC
To: Alan
i like you but i don’t know if i can ever be with you properly
From: ABC
To: Alan
ur the sweetest boy ive ever met I want a million more memories with u
From: ABC
To: Alan
we would have never worked. i had to cut you off. i’m sorry.
From: ABC
To: Alan
my sweetest boy,, we're so made for eachother i'm so in love with you amor
From: ABC
To: Alan
nobody feels the same as you no matter how many people i meet
From: ABC
To: Alan
I want to kiss every part of your face ur insecure of, love u forever my stink, my love
From: ABC
To: Alan
I have loved you since our first class together. I still do, but you only ever had eyes for her
From: ABC
To: Alan
I wished you loved me still. Did you ever love me from the beginning? or at all? ily, always have.
From: ABC
To: Alan
your fav color was green i see it everywhere i miss you sm and i’m sorry i messed everything up
From: ABC
To: Alan
i wish it was still summer 2023 when we were so in love w each other .
From: ABC
To: Alan
I would forget him in a second for you. please don’t leave me. I love us and I love you.
forever?
From: ABC
To: Alan
I love you and how I feel about u I’ve never felt for anyone. It scares me a bit
From: ABC
To: Alan
i have mood swings about you recently, idk why. but rn you're the most beautiful thing ive ever seen
From: ABC
To: Alan
It’s been five months and I still think about you all the time. I miss you
From: ABC
To: Alan
idk what the future holds - please stay my friend no matter what happens to us. you understand.
From: ABC
To: Alan
I always will yearn for you even though your not mine I love you so much alan❤️
From: ABC
To: Alan
I wanted it to be you so badly my love. I love you 6 million-ever, pinky promise.
From: ABC
To: Alan
I love you more than I’ve ever loved myself. we were supposed to be soulmates
