Unsent messages to ZANE
From: ABC
To: zane
Date: September 19, 2023, 7:59 am UTC
i hope one day u will understand how much i love and appreciate you!!! (Platonically duh)
From: ABC
To: zane
Date: September 16, 2023, 6:39 pm UTC
when will I ever get to call you “my love” ?
From: ABC
To: zane
Date: August 27, 2023, 7:03 pm UTC
been a while since we f’ed around and found out
From: ABC
To: zane
Date: August 17, 2023, 11:32 pm UTC
i love you and miss you a lot. consider me again? i’m sorry.
From: ABC
To: zane
Date: August 9, 2023, 8:24 pm UTC
i wouldn’t be toxic again i miss you and want another chance
From: ABC
To: zane
Date: August 6, 2023, 11:16 pm UTC
I think about you sometimes. I hope you are well.
From: ABC
To: zane
Date: August 6, 2023, 9:36 am UTC
ure still the boy that i'd pick, in a lineup of like 30 hot guys
From: ABC
To: zane
Date: August 1, 2023, 11:32 pm UTC
i don’t know what i did but i’m sorry. pls come back. i miss u.
From: ABC
To: zane
Date: July 23, 2023, 9:40 pm UTC
I'm so happy to be with someone as smart and wonderful as you
From: ABC
To: zane
Date: July 19, 2023, 11:11 pm UTC
i’m rlly upset with u and i don’t understand what i did
From: ABC
To: zane
Date: July 19, 2023, 5:08 pm UTC
i wish you knew truly how much you mean to me
From: ABC
To: zane
Date: July 18, 2023, 5:38 pm UTC
You're so special to me, stay in my life forever please <3
From: ABC
To: zane
Date: July 15, 2023, 10:17 pm UTC
I hope one day you're happy. Wish I could be there to see it
From: ABC
To: zane
Date: July 10, 2023, 7:42 pm UTC
i turn 19 soon it’s so far from being 15 when i fell for you
From: ABC
To: zane
Date: January 14, 2021, 9:29 am UTC
everything will be ok in the end. don't let ur thoughts consume u. always here for u bud, stay strong
From: ABC
To: zane
Date: January 9, 2021, 6:07 am UTC
I’ll always hold on to you saying “maybe one day I’ll reach the end of the tunnel and you’ll be on the other side”
From: ABC
To: zane
Date: January 4, 2021, 6:42 am UTC
i’m still as in love with you as i was from the beginning & more. all of my problems fade so safely with you. you make me excited for life. i love you forever & ever
From: ABC
To: zane
Date: January 3, 2021, 5:54 pm UTC
youre really a nice guy and even though we barely talked, the conversations we had will always make me smile, thank you for showing me what i should be looking for in a guy.
From: ABC
To: zane
Date: January 2, 2021, 9:35 pm UTC
Does this colour remind you of anything? I can't see green without thinking of the summer I spent wishing you would tell me everything I wanted to hear. I'm starting to forget your voice and it's killing me.
From: ABC
To: zane
Date: January 2, 2021, 9:33 am UTC
i loved you, but i know it wasnt in the way you needed. i was selfish but it's over now. we've agreed to move on and im okay with that. you will always be in my heart. love always, t x
From: ABC
To: zane
Date: January 1, 2021, 11:54 pm UTC
i love you. but i don’t wanna ruin our friendship. you’ve always been there for me and i wanna return the favour someday. i’m in love with you and i have been for the longest time.
From: ABC
To: zane
Date: December 7, 2020, 5:25 pm UTC
I like you a lot, but I am never going to be able to say it because you have a girlfriend and I am not a home wrecker.
From: ABC
To: zane
Date: November 18, 2020, 5:42 am UTC
Sometimes I think to myself "wow, I could've had that and I let it run from me" and now I lay in my bed at night thinking of all the things we could've done together. We planned ideas, we planned fights with each other, we argued about who was cuter. I thought "life couldn't get any better than this". you saved me from dying. You got me out of my dark space and now, I'm deeper than I have ever been before. I never thought I could be this sad, and now, wow. I asked if you had lost interest and you had the audacity to say "tbh yea." not even a full sentence then proceeded to tell me about the girl you left me for. I wanted to kill myself that night. But I was with my best friend. And I knew I had to keep my family happy. Im failing in school, I can't focus on life, I'm gaining weight like I never have before. The one good thing that came out of this is me working my ass off to make high school volleyball. And I did. Volleyball is y escape from the shit, piss, and vomit you put me through.
From: ABC
To: zane
Date: November 9, 2020, 4:16 am UTC
I can't watch the stars anymore. Not without you by my side. But even if we can't be together, we are under the same sky. I'll miss you forever.
From: ABC
To: zane
Date: November 6, 2020, 4:09 am UTC
You were the first person I ever loved. You damaged me in ways that are indescribable and I’ll live with for the rest of my life. But you also taught me so much about who I am and how to stay strong and overcome things that feel utterly impossible. I may not romantically love you but I always will love you for showing me who I am. I would never be where I am today if it weren’t for u.
From: ABC
To: zane
Date: November 5, 2020, 1:16 am UTC
hi. i miss you. like a lot. too much actually. i remember the day i met you was so awkward. we were such good friends for literally months. always at (m)s house. i shouldv'e taken the hint that you were flirting with me. maybe we would be together. maybe you wouldn't be in a relationship with her. idk i miss you quite a lot and often wonder what i did to feel so unloved now. you were the last boy who truly made me feel alive. i miss it. -love always, a.
From: ABC
To: zane
Date: October 20, 2020, 5:07 am UTC
I wish we were together right now. Laying in bed with my head pressed up against your chest and listening to your heartbeat while I fall into deep sleep. Because whenever you were next to me in bed, I would always have the best sleep. Because sleep requires peace, and you were my peace.
From: ABC
To: zane
Date: October 18, 2020, 10:25 pm UTC
I regret all the harm I caused you. I miss you so much it aches. I wish I could take it back. I’m sorry.
From: ABC
To: zane
Date: October 12, 2020, 7:34 am UTC
i know your my brothers best friend but i have really liked you since 3rd grade and i hope it’s the same for you :(
From: ABC
To: zane
Date: October 9, 2020, 3:32 pm UTC
I'm still waiting for you to wake up one day and realize that it was me all along. Maybe I'm the one who needs to wake up.
From: ABC
To: zane
Date: October 9, 2020, 10:47 am UTC
Why did you do what you did? Why wasn't I good enought? You knew all my insecurities and did the worst thing imaginable. What did I do to make you think so little of me. Was I just a game to you? I'll never forgive you for breaking my trust for everyone else.
From: ABC
To: zane
Date: October 3, 2020, 2:32 am UTC
You could be asking her out right now, and you deserve to be happy but I wish I were enough, you told me she’s borderline gorgeous and I refuse to look in mirrors because I don’t match up. You said you think you’ll always have feelings for me and turn around and do this, I don’t want to manipulate you so I won’t tell you this, I wish I never let you go I cried last night thinking about you and her together, I wish I could have you back. I love you and always will.
From: ABC
To: zane
Date: October 3, 2020, 2:28 am UTC
I have a list of song lyrics for how I feel about you. it's a long list and I just want the chance to listen to music with you
From: ABC
To: zane
Date: September 23, 2020, 11:01 pm UTC
hi, you’ll never know but i am so in love with you. the way you smile, your cute laugh, and the way you always check up on me. i love you.
