i wonder to this day what would’ve happened if i told you i loved you. you had been in my life since we were toddlers, and there was a period of about 4-5 years where you were all i cared about. i never wanted to say anything since i knew you liked other girls and to be honest i didn’t want to ruin the friendship we had. sometimes it felt like you really loved my too. remember the school trip when you ran after me that rainy day, it wasn’t much but i can remember every word of that conversation, or do you remember when you played hopscotch with me in grade two since my bestfriend was sick that day and i felt lonely, you were a true friend to me. now it’s been almost a year that i haven’t been around you or even heard your name, i hope you know that i miss you, and all of our small jokes and glances in the back of french class, if ur reading this i’m so sorry that i was so scared to be honest. i miss you :,(