I submitted one of these saying I loved someone else but as soon as I sent it my heart broke because I do actually love you more than anything, I was wrong, please grow old with me ?

I submitted one of these saying I loved someone else but as soon as I sent it my heart broke because I do actually love you more than anything, I was wrong, please grow old with me ?

i wish you loved me as i loved you. but it’s time i move on. i imagined a beautiful future with you. i love you now and forever.

i could search every corner, nook, and cranny of this earth & never find another soul quite like u

do you remember the first time we said i love you? we were giddy w/ joy & couldn’t believe how lucky we were to have found each other. how did our good luck turn into bad fortune? i will never understand

that night we spent under the stars, holding hands, plays on a loop inside my head. that was the night i realized i loved you, & now there’s nothing but these precious memories to fill the you shaped hole that is left behind

i miss our conversations, our calls, our connection with punk rock music and sex pistols. We barely talk nowadays and i find it hard to cope the feeling we once had together. music we bonded just isn’t the same anymore. you were good to me and my time with you is the most magical and beautiful thing i’ve ever experienced. i dreamed every night of what we could have been. I love you

Zachary I wish I could say this to you, I really wish I could. Whenever you smile, make a silly joke, or just be the loving person you are make me feel something. I don’t really know what exactly your just so kind and nice compared to any person I’ve meet. You gave me something to think about when I couldn’t deal with life anymore. I did think there was something but you treat every girl the way you treat me. When I thought we had shared a moment I realized it wasn’t me. But, you make me so happy, treat everyone so nice and kind. I just see you as perfect your personality makes all your flaws not appear to me. I wished I was pretty, extroverted and confident enough for you to see me as any more than a friend.

fuck you. honestly. i loved you and you're gonna leave because you want the easy way out of everything. i lost almost everyone and everything just to be with you fucking bitch.

i hope one day it’ll stop hurting. i hope one day we’ll have another chance. i miss you. i still love you. i always will.

Can I talk to you? I really need someone to talk to. You are the only person I feel like I could talk to. I'm really not okay right now. Im sorry, I know it's weird. You are the only person I feel right now that would care. In these pass few months I was at my lowest and you were the only person who asked if I was okay. It was just a small facial expression I made that made you think I wasn't okay, it was nothing but everything at the same time. I laughed it off denying it but I wasn't okay, and I think you noticed that. I just really need someone to talk to but the people I'm closest with and who I would go to are a little bit of the reason I'm feeling this pain. If you can't talk I just wanna say thank you. Thank you Zachary.

the first person i ever put in so much effort for, yet somehow that still wasn’t enough. i hope you’re doing well and i pray that you get everything you’ve ever wanted and deserve from life. i am so sorry i failed to give that to you and i hope you find the girl who makes you smile daily and someone who will always be there for you. the color of this probably doesn’t mean much to you but it does to me.. i miss you. but its not like you’re ever gonna see this. i don’t think this i will ever fall for someone else or catch feelings for anyone else. the thought of starting over with someone new is just.. i hate it.

I'm so sorry that I wasn't good enough for you. I genuinely loved you and the small part in me that still loves you will always live forever. You're the only person who made me feel how you made me feel. I miss our late night conversations just laughing at what each of us had to say. I truly am sorry for talking too much for you to the point where you ghosted me. You were, and will always be, my first love and I love you with all I am, even though you don't feel the same way

I've had feelings like this for a while, but it was never this strong. My hopes are going up but I know that it will probably never happen and that's what hurts the most.

i'm sorry i lied to you so much, sometimes i want you and what we had back. i wish that was still possible

I’m so in love with you and I don’t think I’ll ever not be in love with you, it is always going to be you.

you know,, i did love you for about 4 years and im pretty sure you lied to me about loving me back, and that rly hurt me. a lot. and im not blaming you at all, but what is the fucking point of lying to someone about if you love them or not?? sounds pretty shitty to me. i would rather you tell me the truth than lie to me 5 fucking times but whatever.

thank you for being my first love. there isn't anyone else I would rather call as mine. you have taught me so much, and in that little time that we were together...we were something else. I keep hoping and searching for a love like ours in every single person I meet, but it just doesn't happen. ours was just too special. I wish you the best in everything you do in your life, and I will stop caring or thinking of you from time to time. you gave me the best gift, and I hope to find that again someday. I miss you more than words, big-time. love you.

Hey Zachary, How are you? I hope your'e doing well. I remember the first time I met you. Do you remember? It was when you and alexandra started dating in the sixth grade. We weren't very close then but seventh grade we got closer but what I didn't know is that you liked Angel. I guess the reason why I liked you is because how you are so kind and how great of a person you are. You were one of the closest friends I had but I ruined it. I tried to shake the feeling of me liking you when you and Angel started dating. When you and her broke-up I wanted to tell you how I felt, but I didn't want to hurt Angel and I wanted to give you time. When eighth grade happened we were fine. Until, I gave you that letter through Alexandra. So cliche right, honestly I didn't mind if you rejected me. The one thing I didn't expect from you was that you stopped talking to me for a whole 6 months. I hope it was worth it. I'm glad I met you. I'm glad you rejected me. It showed me so many things. That I didn't need a guy to make me happy. I hope your happy, I'm happy. Thank you.

I know we never said it but I love you. I love you and i’m going to wait till you come back. Looking back on us I realized that I was in such a bad mental space and it really affected us and i’m sorry. I wish we could talk things through and fix everything. I’m not done loving you.

you used me as an emotional crutch and i couldn’t take it anymore. i hope you two are happy but i couldn’t continue to be emotionally drained so you could tolerate her. it hurts that what i say means nothing to you but you still call. maybe someday you’ll realize how much i cared about you and how you’ll never see me the way i saw you. im in love with you. you know that. you just never felt the same.

i actually really fucking love you but i am terrified to date you because of what you put me through in year 8

i have a question for you. why did you really leave? was it actually because of the reason you told me or was that an excuse? i might of caused you to leave and not knowing eats away at me every day. i still think about you all the time and i just wish i had answers. i miss having you there in the way you were but i guess im glad we’re at least friends..

i definitely could’ve loved you but you walked away and im still here, in a million pieces, aching for your arms around me again.

u mean so much to me and i dont know how to tell you. u get sad when i dont tell u i love u but that's not my intention. it's just so hard for me say it. im sorry. i do love you zachary james

You changed a lot in a negative way and i miss the old you. I dont recognise the person you've became at all. It will never be the same again, but I will never forget you and how you made me feel till i die. The only thing left is our memories, cause we're strangers now. You deceived me a lot, and i will never forget what u did to me, you left my heart broken into pieces. But u will always hold a special place in my heart, regardless.

I was so in love with you, but you picked my best friend; I get it, she was prettier and had much better style than me, but did she love you the way I did?

for some reason, i still find myself having feelings for you and i have no idea why,,, it's weird. you don't like me and that's fine,, but i do hope that u find someone who you love more than you did me,, and any of ur other exes. i know that you will find someone eventually. i remember when u said you thought i was the one. when you said u would never leave me. when you said that you will always love me. when you said everything that made me feel special. i did the same for you, but i guess my love for u wasnt enough. i rly wish it was. we've dated so many times that i cant even keep track. maybe i still have a chance.. after all, we are still friends. i wish you didn't live so far away.

I wish I had never kissed you. It feels like you've changed a lot in the last few months and I miss the way things were between us

i know we needed to end, but i'm terrified if we walk away we'll never come back. i don't want to grow old without you.

i never told you, but i wanted to move in with you. i wanted to pick out dishes, and blankets, and do laundry with you.

there’s something about you thats just so special to me. i love you entirely with my whole heart and even if i haven’t been “in” love with you i always seem to come back to being madly in love with you. you’re such a wonderful person and i just wanted you to know how much i love you and always will. i’ll always remember the day in school that we met. 11•25•19. i love you

I record my sleep so I can hear myself talking to you. I’m very upset with your decisions. Come home

I hope my absence brings you the peace that my love couldn’t.

i love you so much that i hate you.

Zachary you were so amazing and tbh I never got over you, my new bf acts just like you.

I’m so in love with you, thank you for everything.
Happy 2 months my love ❤️

I’m sorry for how I treated you back then. You didn’t deserve it

i look for you in every persons presence. come back boo, please.

I’ll be seeing you.

Can you give me a chance, please? I like you since the first time I saw you :(

I’m sorry. Maybe one day it will stop being “you” for me.

I can’t stop thinking about you. I can’t wait to see you again in a few weeks.

Zach, I need to feel your touch. I crave it. Touch my hand, leg, face. Do it when no one is looking

I thought you were the one

If you would’ve told me you still loved me, I would’ve came over that night

Dream of me tonight.. I’ll meet you there.

I still think about you all the time you may not be mine but I am always yours..

i’ve loved u for a year now and i’m still ur second choice.

I miss u, pls reach out cuz u know I wont