I’m finally happy without you but I will always have place in my heart for you. Hope you doing good and someday we can talk. :)

I’m finally happy without you but I will always have place in my heart for you. Hope you doing good and someday we can talk. :)

I’m finally happy without you but I will always have place in my heart for you. Hope you doing good and someday we can talk. :)

i’m sorry for emotional dumping on you. i hope we can grow closer over time. i know that’s not possible for you but it’s a dream i frequent quite often. i never meant to suffocate you in anyway hopefully we can be close friends without you having to hold your breath. hope is all i have right now. I want to be a good friend to you like you’ve always been to me. (lol i typed something like this on here last night but it didn’t submit so idfk)

i know i wasn’t there for you but i really want to change that. i can’t change what happened but i know you’ll see how good of a friend i can really be if you’d just let me try it’s selfish of me to even ask that but i’m genuine and i just want to do it over. i know i said and did some shit things but it won’t happen again- not because i’ll be “watching my step from now on” but because i just don’t fucking do that anymore and if i knew how to leave everything behind for you i would. i don’t want you to see my name on your phone and roll your eyes or get nauseous- i just want to be your best friend again and a good one too.

I just want you to be happy. Can you please tell me if I’m one of the reasons holding you back from finally being at peace? Actually please don’t I’ll just make an educated guess. I honestly feel like i’ll die apologizing to you. I even do it in my head now sometimes- The reason I’m so hung up on something that everyone seems to be over with now is because I realized I let the worst thing that happened to me once happen to you. So I get why you don’t want to be my friend. I wouldn’t want to be my friend either. I don’t think I want to say goodbye to you, incredibly selfish but yeah. This isn’t a “boohoo cry for me..” btw. I just want to say this bc there’s a possibility of you seeing it and knowing it’s me while not being 100% sure. So much better than the notes app tbh. I know you’ll never forget this- it will stick with you forever like most things do. if there was something better than i’m sorry you’d be hearing a whole lot of that from me. I really do love you and I’m sorry we can’t be like we once were. Cant stand the thought of you hating me

i don’t know what’s wrong with me. they don’t give a fuck about me but you do so thank you. you’re my person. i hope you see this i really do. please search your name. please. they don’t fucking care.

i don’t want to text all of this to you i don’t want to be dumping on you all the time so atleast when you see this you won’t feel the need to “deal with it” bc you can just act like you never saw it that’s fine- that’s literally the reason i’m saying all this here. taking this way worse than when that boy rejected me in a weird way you remember that? thanks for letting me come to you with that i felt really cared about. Being close to you was the best feeling in the world it was always so funny- and you really dealt with me and my shit for so long it was the best thing ever for me and now i need that more than ever and it’s understandable why i can’t get to that point with you anymore but is it really that wrong to miss it? is it bad to say i don’t think i can survive this year without my actual best friend? i fucked up i’m so sorry. i’m so sorry i’m so sorry i wasn’t there for you when you needed someone. you gave and you gave and i took as much i could fucking get. but i can give now. I can give so fucking much and everyday i dream that you’d let me try. losing you was deserved- i haven’t completely lost you but not having you the way i did fucking eats me alive. I’m sorry you didn’t have me the way you needed me and i’m so sorry i was too fucking dumb to notice. i love you so much. Please give me another chance if you can i won’t fuck it up this time i swear on everything. i hope you see this one too

ok lmao last one i love you so much and i’m so sorry about that- i gotta stop coming on here w my breakdowns bro but damn.... where the fuck else imma go i’m alone in this bitch fr ok bye i hope ur doing good i cant really check ur twt too much bc like whenever i do i feel like crying idk why ok bye ily bro bye fr

Ok never mind i won’t make an educated guess just tell me now. just tell me honestly- ik u want me to hurt like you were hurting but i know i’m not a bad person. people make mistakes but that doesn’t make them bad people. So just tell me what you want to say to me if you even have something to say at all.

thank you for telling me. no one ever “tells” me anymore. that was refreshing and i’ve been dying to hear the full truth for awhile now. thank you for giving that to me. i really do love you

idk what the one after the first one was to be fair i was losing my mind in a really weird way i need to work on thinking before hitting submit msorry— I SHOULD STOP USING THIS PROGRAM AS SOME SORT OF THERAPY itssomuchbetterthanthenotesappthopeopleactuallyhearyou

And I love you . I never knew what love is until I look straight in your eyes that was when our story started. I had to leave the country and even tho it’s been 5 years I WILL NEVER forget you I just know our story doesn’t end here I love you and see you soon bub bye for now

I cant ever leave you a silly note without this site crashing when i hit submit. now i forgot what i wanted to say- something about feeling comforted by the unsent notes people send to people with names similar to yours and how much they love them or whatever.

i see you everywhere. whenever i watch kian and jc compilations bc i remember sending you a clip and saying something like “us”, I can’t watch twilight because i associate that with you so much watching it would hurt too bad, i cant listen to any song i’ve ever sent you without crying and i can’t visit this site without breaking down. i just want to be with you again like old times but better because i know all i should know now and i’m not like that anymore i’m not perfect but i’ll be a great best friend. i just want you to call me that again it felt like everything. i’m so sorry i promise it won’t be like that again

i wish we were that close again i really want to be. i wanna be able to ask for your address so i can send a birthday present. next day shipping so you can get it early. it’d be one of those glass frogs i saw before mother’s day when i was getting my ma a gift. i wanted to send a picture of one to you but i didn’t. scared you were annoyed with me.

that part in the perks of being a wallflower where charlie asks sam “can we be friends again?” and she agrees, “of course, come on let’s go be psychos together.” yani i need help. but i know it can’t be from you it’s a job for a medical professional and myself. i wish we were idk neighbors or something because i could really use a hug right now and i don’t want it to be from anyone but you. i feel like everything is eating away at my soul. i hope you’re doing ok.

i wish we could’ve worked out, but you were to nonchalant for me. but i will always love u n miss u.

maybe in the other universe, we were meant to be, but not today, some day.

i cant believe you did this to me

I wanna get together but I’m scared to hurt you

who would’ve thought i’d write one to you, and still feel stuck on why you treated me so bad.

everything is gonna be alright, things are rough rn but they won't stay like this for long. trust.

I apologize for how I treated you when we were together. I still think abt you everyday.

I love youuuuuu

i wish we could've talked more so that we could've known more about each other. i love you.

ill love you forever, yani. thats the problem.

I love you forever. Sorry you don't think I can be there for the way you need me to be.

ik you're moving schools, even tho I cut you off, I'll miss you.

I love you, sister.
(˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) .ᐟ.ᐟ

I like you.

I hope things go good with her. I wanted you to know I cared more than you’ll ever even know.

I'll always care for you, even if it's from afar. I truly do hope you've found your happiness.