i see you everywhere. whenever i watch kian and jc compilations bc i remember sending you a clip and saying something like “us”, I can’t watch twilight because i associate that with you so much watching it would hurt too bad, i cant listen to any song i’ve ever sent you without crying and i can’t visit this site without breaking down. i just want to be with you again like old times but better because i know all i should know now and i’m not like that anymore i’m not perfect but i’ll be a great best friend. i just want you to call me that again it felt like everything. i’m so sorry i promise it won’t be like that again