i know i wasn’t there for you but i really want to change that. i can’t change what happened but i know you’ll see how good of a friend i can really be if you’d just let me try it’s selfish of me to even ask that but i’m genuine and i just want to do it over. i know i said and did some shit things but it won’t happen again- not because i’ll be “watching my step from now on” but because i just don’t fucking do that anymore and if i knew how to leave everything behind for you i would. i don’t want you to see my name on your phone and roll your eyes or get nauseous- i just want to be your best friend again and a good one too.