From: ABC
To: xander
i know i made it hard for you to love me. you still mean something to me ill never find again.
From: ABC
To: xander
i'm sorry things turned out like this. i never meant to hurt you.
From: ABC
To: xander
i wish you knew how much guilt i have over both of our mistakes.
From: ABC
To: xander
iām so sorry i couldnāt stay sober for you. u deserve sm better.
From: ABC
To: xander
everytime i hear your laugh, my heart flutters. i love you forever. <3
From: ABC
To: xander
you changed the whole trajectory of my life and Iām so grateful you broke my heart
From: ABC
To: xander
iām sorry for making you fall in love w me and not telling you i loved you back. I still love you.
From: ABC
To: xander
I'm sorry for the way things went down, I wish we were still friends.
From: ABC
To: xander
Does it make u feel better to fight me? Is this what ahealthy relationship looks like to u? Iām done
From: ABC
To: xander
i really like you but i donāt want to mess your friend group up
From: ABC
To: xander
I still believe deep down there is a part of you that still likes me, even though weāre only friends
From: ABC
To: xander
I still miss you sometimes, even though I know you donāt care about me in the slightest.
From: ABC
To: xander
all the memories and love we shared, was it really worth it?
From: ABC
To: xander
I cherish that moment we cuddled on the field, I love having you in my arms, wish I could do it more
From: ABC
To: xander
Thank you for being the best lover I ever had. You mean the world to me baby.
From: ABC
To: xander
Maybe one day weāll be reunited. Or maybe one day Iāll accept you wanted to leave.
From: ABC
To: xander
we may be fine now, but i still need some sort of closure again everything feels unresolved
From: ABC
To: xander
so many pinky promises broken. Give me the closure I deserve.
From: ABC
To: xander
I wish I meant more to you, like you do to me. Iāll never understand why I couldnāt be enough..
From: ABC
To: xander
You had the most beautiful soul out of everyone I knew, too bad we couldnāt stay in touch
From: ABC
To: xander
You healed me, even when the thought of healing sounded impossible
From: ABC
To: xander
I'm scared of our future. I hope and pray it's good. I'm sorry.
From: ABC
To: xander
why can't i just stop thinking about you? i want to forget.
From: ABC
To: xander
You didnāt have to hurt me, to hurt yourself. I didnāt love you like that, but I am still here for u
From: ABC
To: xander
thank you for letting me go:) you were a wonderful experience
From: ABC
To: xander
No matter when or where Iāll be waiting for you I still love you so so so much
From: ABC
To: xander
I miss you so much I have never loved someone like I love you I have never felt this heartbreak
From: ABC
To: xander
I'm sorry for being overdramatic sometimes. I love you so much. Forever. <3
From: ABC
To: xander
Would you come back to me after a year has passed? I'd wait
From: ABC
To: xander
perchaps things could be different at some point, but not now or mb ever. i miss you
From: ABC
To: xander
Four yrs n still cant go a day without thinking of you. hope it will stop bc weāll never talk again.
From: ABC
To: xander
I'm sorry I didn't try to make things work and that I became so distant, sorry I moved on so quickly