Unsent messages to IRELAND
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: April 29, 2025, 5:26 am UTC
thanks for just being you, really. have a good one yo'!
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: March 21, 2025, 5:17 am UTC
I just hope to one day be your "Bubs" again one day </3
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: March 7, 2025, 1:59 am UTC
Hermosa, my heart belongs to you. It always has. It will for eternity. “Freckles” Como te quiero????.
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: January 26, 2025, 7:27 pm UTC
hey beautiful, we shouldve been more than just “fwb”, i think about you everyday. I love you
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: January 16, 2025, 2:15 am UTC
Happy early bday. I miss you but I’ve realized you were never my person, I wish you the best.
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: November 19, 2024, 1:26 am UTC
Saw you the other day. I still love you, come back soon <3
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: November 14, 2024, 7:03 pm UTC
I just hope you're doing better now.
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: October 18, 2024, 5:00 am UTC
It was my fault. I shouldn't have left you at your most vulnerable...
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: September 7, 2024, 6:26 am UTC
I hold a small hope that your posts to this website aren’t “working” again
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: July 31, 2024, 2:19 am UTC
I started our chapter of my book. I wish you were here to read it.
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: July 19, 2024, 6:48 pm UTC
i didnt mean to end it like that. its been almost 4 years and i still think about you. im sorry.
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: July 15, 2024, 5:50 am UTC
It’s the way I’d still walk across oceans for you.
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: July 7, 2024, 3:18 am UTC
You lied. Ik you were talking to her while you were talking to me. I hope she knows too
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: July 2, 2024, 6:15 am UTC
Please reach out. One more conversation. Let me talk.
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: June 21, 2024, 9:45 pm UTC
I hope someone else can fulfill the void. Just don’t hurt them like you hurt me.
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: June 12, 2024, 2:21 am UTC
I start my big girl job in a few weeks. I graduated early too. I miss you
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: June 1, 2024, 4:12 am UTC
I hope you still look at these. I’ll be patient.
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: May 26, 2024, 4:03 am UTC
Just give me a chance to talk…I have thousands of words waiting for you
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: May 25, 2024, 3:31 am UTC
I don't want to come back cause you love me, u don't, I love you just cause you breathe
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: May 25, 2024, 1:45 am UTC
I wish you’d give me one more chance to prove myself
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: May 23, 2024, 5:24 am UTC
Do you think about me when u say her name? U told me not to worry abt her.
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: May 21, 2024, 5:07 am UTC
Everything comes back to you
(this town)
I’d give the world to be ur peace
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: May 16, 2024, 3:25 am UTC
I will never stop loving you. You are the best and worst parts of me
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: May 10, 2024, 5:06 pm UTC
I’m better. I got better. I wish you’d give me the chance to prove it
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: January 16, 2024, 8:41 pm UTC
I love you more than you'll ever know. I've loved you since we met and I doubt I'll ever stop.
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: November 12, 2023, 3:27 pm UTC
I wanted us to work out so bad. I was willing to go through everything to hold u. I hate and miss u.
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: November 12, 2023, 4:29 am UTC
You’re special. And I mean that.
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: October 30, 2023, 4:20 am UTC
I love you so much but you love my someone else. That’s okay though, as long as your happy
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: October 16, 2023, 4:19 am UTC
not being ready for a relationship was jus an excuse cuz clearly you were ready for someone else.
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: August 25, 2023, 1:04 am UTC
you’re not perfect, but i luv u so much
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: January 18, 2021, 8:33 pm UTC
you were the one person i trusted not to hurt me. I told you things i would never tell anyone else bc i fucking trusted you. that was the worst mistake i've ever made
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: January 18, 2021, 8:23 pm UTC
this has felt like the longest month ive ever been through. next month will probably be even worse bc your birthday and valentines day. why cant i just move on
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: January 18, 2021, 12:43 am UTC
ive barely been able to eat anything since you left me. for the past few weeks the most I've been able to eat in a day is 2 burgers and even then I feel so nauseous i almost puke. everytime I think of you I get so sad I get nauseous and it doesn't go away until I'm able to distract myself from you
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: January 17, 2021, 4:52 am UTC
I bleached my hair again and I'm getting it cut tomorrow. I'm also going to get a septum piercing monday, moms gonna set an appointment up for the peirceing tomorrow. I wish I could have told you and seen your face as I told you I finally got the peirceing I've wanted for almost a year. You're still the first person I want to tell when stuff happens
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: January 17, 2021, 4:48 am UTC
I dont know what's going on with me. One minute I'll be angry or when I look at your photos I wont feel anything but other times I think of you and it feels like my heart is rebreaking and I look at your photos and I break down. I know I dont hate you, I never will. Sometimes convincing myself that I hate you is easier than dealing with the pain of me loving you. I do love you though. I love you more than anything and anyone in this entire universe
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: January 17, 2021, 4:37 am UTC
I hope it was you that posted the most recent one with my name. It was blue so I'm not sure but I'm gonna pretend it was you to ease my mind for a little while
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: January 16, 2021, 11:00 pm UTC
I finally got the courage to take your Christmas presents out of the box. I'm burning the candle, I gave the rocks to bubby, I'm just gonna keep the skirt and thigh garders and I ate the candy. And I'm gonna burn the poems I was writing down for you, I have a paper bag of letters and poems I was writing for you and I'm just going to burn them all so I dont have to keep looking at them
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: January 16, 2021, 10:57 pm UTC
I've been pushing Rachel away and distancing myself from her. Ik its working bc she changed her phone password and wouldn't tell me it then she signed me out of her google account. Soon I'm not going to have anyone. Its okay though because that just means I can't keep being a burden to people and I won't bother them with my problems anymore
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: January 16, 2021, 10:42 pm UTC
You said youd keep writing. Now I know why you told me you were untrustworthy when we were dating. I didnt believe you until now
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: January 16, 2021, 10:40 pm UTC
I wanted to have a family with you. I wanted to have kids and pets. You ruined it, you left me when I needed you most. I want to hate you so bad but I cant because for some god forsaken reason I still love you
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: January 16, 2021, 10:38 pm UTC
Its not fair. You probably havent thought about me since you said I could follow you then blocked me again the next day. That was a fucking dick move you shouldnt have gotten my Hope up like that. I've rarely been mad at you but that made me so fucking angry. You shouldn't have gotten my hopes up like that just to crush them. Jesus at this point you probably hate me. Who the hell would leave someone they love when they know they're struggling that bad. My dad left my mom when she was struggling and my grandpa left my grandma when she started getting sick. I guess my family just has bad luck with dating, we always choose the worst people
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: January 16, 2021, 10:32 pm UTC
I dont know if I hate you or if I hate that I still love you. You left me at my fucking worst and i know you dont love me anymore and you wouldnt do anything for me yet for some reason I'd still do anything for you. It's not fucking fair why do you get to move on and be happy but I'm still stuck in the same goddamn place I've been in since you broke up with me
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: January 12, 2021, 10:53 pm UTC
Dear Boy who’s been writing to Ireland,
Hi My name is Ireland ( not the one you where probably hoping for I’m sorry). You say you won’t be coming on here anymore for your mental health and I could agree with that. I haven’t read all of your submissions and won’t because I wouldn’t want to invade your privacy but Ive seen you a whole lot the last couple weeks and can kind of get a sense of what’s been going on just from me browsing trying to find any submissions that could possibly be for me from someone I love but i doubt there ever will be. I just wanted to put this on here in case you ever do have a time where you come on here and check these messages again. It’s going to be okay. Time will heal all and the universe will pick you back up again. I hope the pain eases soon.
Much love and sending the most abundant amounts of good energy
-Ireland I (not all Ireland’s suck I promise)
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: January 12, 2021, 10:42 pm UTC
The lady we hated at subway texted me asking me to come back to work. I regret not calling in those times you wanted me to stay and talk to you. I wish I could still talk to you
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: January 12, 2021, 10:38 pm UTC
I changed my mind. Just because you dont write me stuff on here dosent mean I cant I guess. This is pretty much the only coping mechanism I have right now and you dont read these anyways
From: ABC
To: Ireland
Date: January 12, 2021, 2:34 pm UTC
im not going to come on this website anymore, not to write or check if you've written about me. It's bad for my mental health and honestly I'm tired of you telling me you'll do something and not doing it. maybe we will find each other again but right now I don't think you actually want that, I think you're over me already and you just want me to leave you alone. i love you but you have no clue how much I'm hurting right now, it's worse than anything I've ever felt. goodbye Ireland I'll always love you.
