I wish you knew how much the small talks mean to me - even if ur being rude in them they make me feel so complete even tho ur being horrible

i know you didn’t feel the same about me but i just wanted you to know that i look at you like how i look at the stars. thank you for being so kind to me

you broke me. i loved you, but you hurt me more then words could ever explain. i wish i could forget about us.

im glad youre happy, thats all i ever wanted. i wish we still be friends and not be awkward around each other. i hide the fact that I miss you sometimes. ill always be here. i hope you're happy. i love you.

you were my first kiss and I hate that you suck as a person. I wish I hadn’t held on to the idea that we could of meant anything.

ANYONE PLS READ !! eyoo so i looked up ur name and theres a lot of ppl who've written things that could hav been ab u, like they describe how u act so EVERYONE READING, IF U KNOW SOMEONE NAMED XANDER PLS COMMENT THE LAST NAME UNDER HERE

I wish you could stop drinking long enough to remember that you love me... But I enjoy the moments that you don't remember that you're hurting too and you joke and laugh and act normal.

using blue bc it’s your favorite color. i’m in love with you and it kills me to see you with her. but y’all belong together. i just want you to be happy. i know you’ll never wake up and realize i exist but i can dream right. you’re perfect. your music is amazing. all i want in life is you. but you wouldn’t choose me before any of those other girls. also btw. maybe stop unintentionally flirting w other girls if you have gf. anywho. yeah. i’m in love with you. have a wonderful day xan man.

using blue bc it’s your favorite color. i’m in love with you and it kills me to see you with her. but y’all belong together. i just want you to be happy. i know you’ll never wake up and realize i exist but i can dream right. you’re perfect. your music is amazing. all i want in life is you. but you wouldn’t choose me before any of those other girls. also btw. maybe stop unintentionally flirting w other girls if you have gf. anywho. yeah. i’m in love with you. have a wonderful day xan man.

So in all honesty I don't really know you at all and you probably don't know who I am, but you caught my interest. It's kind of funny how I found out about you. My friend has a class with you and she found you cute so she told me about you and I looked you up in the yearbook and I did find you cute because you're exactly my type, but I didn't think too much about you until I saw you at church. It was kind of crazy cuz I had never seen you there till my friend told you about me. At first I didn't know if it were the same guy, but then I found out you were. Then one night at an event you sat by me and you're cologne smelled really good(hopefully this doesn't sound creepy). Then I realized I liked you which was interesting to me cuz recently every boy has bored me, but with you I caught feelings really fast and didn't lose them after just a week. So I texted you which was probably a bad decision cuz you probably think I'm weird now and you stopped responding and now I feel like if I ever do see u again I can't talk to you. But the last 2 times I went to church you weren't there and idk if you switched services or what, but I'll lowkey be disappointed if you did cuz then I won't be able to see you, but I'll get over it and maybe it's for the better if I lose feelings for you cuz you were just kind of like a fantasy and I knew nothing would ever happen, but it gave me a sense of normancy to have feelings for someone again, but normal is boring so it doesn't really matter anymore. Ik you'll probably never see this, but i just wanted to get this off my chest and if you ever did see this I would be very embarassed. One last thing you have very beautiful blue eyes and that's kind of what caught my interest cuz blue eyes are great

i still can’t get you out of my head. after years i still have butterflies and every time i see you i fall in love again. ever since the first time i looked into your eyes i knew you were special. maybe one day i’ll reach out to you and tell you the whole story. again, i’m sorry.

it still baffles me to this day why you thought i would take your side, after you and your partner not only lied, but also tried to sabotage something i've built from the ground up.

Ok one more...
I don't think there someone as purely beautiful and kind and complex as you in this world. I hope that one day it will make sense for us to be together again. I love you xan.

Xander you taught me to love myself no matter the insecurity and I'm grateful for that. I thankful for all the laughs,the smiles, the hugs, the cheezes. I wish I could stay that way instead of the endless tears you give me when I think of how you don't love me anymore. I'm grateful to have loved someone as amazing as you in my life time.

i really did love you more, but i will never forget how happy i was when you said you did even if it wasn’t true.

u were the first person to make me feel even just a little bit. the first person to introduce me to love.

I made one small mistake, before I knew how you felt and before i realized how I felt about you. why did that one mistake changed you entire viewpoint of me?

I made one small mistake, before I knew how you felt and before i realized how I felt about you. why did that one mistake changed you entire viewpoint of me?

I wish I could tell you how much you mean to me but I’m scared you won’t want to know me if I do, I’m sorry if I pushed you away

ik its crazy but u rlly are my drug. when im w you i feel a type of alive i never feel without you. i havent felt alive in a long time.

Haha...we met over snap chat and I told you I loved you the day I added you back. Thanks for being my teacher:)

i wish i could talk to you again. after you told me about the girl you’d been in love with for 7 months, we practically became strangers. i loved you so much. i hoped you would be my soulmate. the guy that i would forever want to love. i miss you. you don’t respond to my messages anymore. but i miss you nonetheless. i hope one day you’ll finally message me again. until then, i love you.

i wish you cared about me as much as I cared for you. i know you're scared but I have all of the love in the world for you.

Sorry that i fucked up once again bro
I would die for you idk how to tell you how much i care for you, i wish i could...

I’m sorry you have to be in that house right now I blame myself but I also know you can deal with it I just hope you can get out soon and meet a new and better girl than me and ya know do whatever you want to do. goddamn I trust you so much

Ily, more than a best friend should.
You're falling in love w someone else, it's okay. I will be fine :/

Sorry if i hurted you, i care so much abt you and you deserve the world! with or without me. i love you x A

You said I remind you of the color orange. I prefer a lavender. But before I go. Why do you want me to leave him so bad? you have a girlfriend yet you try to convince me to leave him. why?

I thought you were my person, turns out you're just a piece of shit like all the other ones. Just an attention seeker

hey. I don’t really know how to tell you this because im scared if the outcome, but just so you know i like you, and it’s so hard keeping it a secret.

I miss you so much. you were literally my type & i wish we didn’t end. you were everything i wanted in life.

i know things are going to change eventually but i don’t want them too, and there’s nothing i can do about it

i don't know if i miss you or the feeling of being in love with you. i wish i wasn't afraid to fall in love and fuck up again. we didnt even date. i should still be mad at you, but i dont think you knew you were hurting me... i wish you the best

I hate that all these years later you still make me emotional. This time I want to put you away for good. You hurt me so much and I was too weak or in love to say so.

i love you endlessly <3

i wish you liked guys

You're going to lose me for good this time if you don't stop

i wish u knew i look for u everyday. imy. the moon isnt as bright w/o u

I don't wanna act like this towards you, I miss you. but I don't really have a choice

I'm never coming back.
And I don't ever want you back.
You haven't changed

you said you loved me and now you're with him. i'll never understand.

im scared ill never be enough for you, part of me knows u still miss your ex. why dont you miss me?

i guess my gifts meant nothing to you. i want my poem back.

When I think about you I feel a deep empty pit

I don't even know why Im randomly thinking about you

I love you, just not in the way you might think

I saw your bio, you're so predictable LMAO

i just wish that you'd realize how much i genuienly care about you

i wish we could just start over. do you miss us?

I liked you too. Im sorry.

i want you back so badly but i’m too scared to admit it when i know you don’t feel the same