You were my first kiss. I will always love you. Even though I'm in a longterm relationship I still think about you. I wouldn't get back into a relationship with you. But I do miss how you used to kiss me, and how we were better off friends and how we knew it. You did some things that have hurt me, like trying to do stuff when I didn't want to, but I've gotten past that. I miss being your friend. I miss you gaslighting me about emo music when I was going through my emo stage. I miss when we used to sit in the lunchroom and laugh. I miss being your #1 friend after our emo stage and after we tried to date for a month. I wouldn't say you were my first boyfriend, because we were friends that tried to but couldn't. And when we couldn't, we decided being friends was better. But you were my first kiss, and I miss that, our memories. I haven't had a real conversation or relationship with you since 2017, but know that I still think of you as my closest friend. But I would never date you again.

hey :) i know we aren't on good terms anymore but i wanna thank you for giving me good secondary school memories. i will never forget what we did together and what you did for me. we both did wrong things back then but it's okay, i forgive you now. have a good life ahead of you

i got better fo you and opened up about my trama, I didn't ask for much expect for you to keep your promise and you couldn't even do that.

Theres so much I have to tell you, so many things to ask.

I wonder what you look like now, what your voice sounds like.

i worked on my commitement issues for you but you’re a lying cheating butcher xx miss u tho!

Am I ever going to see you again? Or has the year of no contact been my sign?

I have always loved you and always will. Believe me when I say that. Any timeline, I’ll be waiting.

Im hurt that you didn't fight for our friendship. I fought so hard, for so long.

I hate this silence
I hate that I didn't get to say goodbye
I'm sorry

I wish you would've reached out.. I hate how things ended between us

I really hope you're doing well.
I cant say the same about myself.

I hope you're doing well.
I can't say the same about myself. I miss you

i miss your voice.

You haunt my thoughts, yet I mean nothing to you.
I still never blocked you

I hope we are forever. babies n farm n a lake. All of it.

I wish you would text me.

All I wanted was to know you loved me, you couldn’t even give me that. Do you think I deserved that?

Was it not worth it to show me you still cared?
Or was it just easier to block me?

I cant believe its been a year
Text me

Redemption lies plainly in truth.

I hope you feel my love- text me when you’re ready

Was it really easier to just block me?

Do you really believe I deserve this silence?Did I deserve you telling me you never loved me at all?

Was it really easier to block me?
I still can't figure out why

Its almost been a year are you waiting for me to reach out first?

My attachment to you is consuming me
I dont know how much longer i can take it

Do you think about me as often as I think about you?

Its almost been a year since we've talked.
Why dont you care?

I miss using music to convery feelings. Words are hard

I still love you and I'm sorry for everything i did.

Has a year really gone by? I never thought this would last so long

I never planned for this silence to last so long.
The heartbreak isnt getting better

Im still waiting for you.

I don't hate you, I hope I never gave you that impression.

Should I reach out? Is that even something you want?

Idk how to move on from you :/ I’ve tried so hard. Come back.

you’ll always have a place in my heart, okay?

I can get this shirt off but I stil cant get what I need off my chest
And to you none of it matters

We dated, and broke up. But why do I still have these wierd feelings years later?

When are you coming back? Please come back soon :(

Unblock me for Christmas. I have a letter for you, just my thoughts,

Are you dreaming of me too?

Even tho you hurt me like no other,I miss you, baby mochi. Please change and come back :/

I miss you cutie

i’m so lucky to have you. thank you for loving me for me. i hope this never ends.
i love you

i’m sorry i was never honest, you deserved better than that. miss you sparky

i love you tt . i wish we lasted. forever us.

I'm sorry that I was such a bad friend. I miss you. I promise I'm getting better.

I’m sorry for everything.I kept pushing you away and now your with someone i need you more than ever