Unsent messages to TRISTAN

hii:) i know that you will never see this, but i just wanted to say that i love you so sooo much. you changed my life and made it better. you make me so happy and i don't know what i would do without you. i wanna spend the rest of my life with u.

why her? just why her? what did she do that i didnt? why would you choose her? when i’ve been here for you for so long?

I imagine us growing old together, you are the only person I would ever willingly marry. Come home please.

i am willing to do whatever i can to make you happy. i have wanted nothing but you and all you have to offer. i want every flaw you have. i want all the hurt and all the pain. i want you

hi tristan. i really liked you. i'm sorry that i didn't live up to your standards or i wasn't what you wanted. it's okay and i'm okay though.

i love the way you make no sense,i love the way your smile brightens up my day,i also love how you are playful with just me and no one else and the last thing i love is you but im to scared to tell you

you’re the bestest thing that’s ever happened to me. i hope you never ever leave, i don’t know what i’d do without you here. you make me feel so alive and so happy, i don’t think i could go without it. i love you the way i’ve never loved before, and i really hope you feel the same. or at least enough to stay by my side until the end of time.

what was so special about her that i didnt have? why was it always her? you made me think i was enough and valid, but then you broke me. you broke me tristan.

we've known each other for a while, we dated, told me you moved on. and yet no matter how much you hurt me. i'll always love you. thank you for the memories we had. thank you for appearing in my life and making it shine brighter. im sorry for not being good enough for you. i really tried my best to do well in our relationship. i mean, we did go on and off a couple of times. im sure i was the reason why we failed. but thank you for everything.

you make me so happy. when I'm with you the world is all yellow. I can be myself. I just wished you loved me too.

I have such a big crush on you, but I have no confidence and can’t tell if you’re flirting back. I’m torturing myself here. -?

I wouldn't call it love, because it certainly wasn't. But I just remember always wanting for you to glance my way, for a while you did, but then you stopped. I never stopped glancing your way. This is my way of letting go of my silly crush from back then. Bye, it's been great.

I say I'm over my "silly little crush" I had on you, yet I know if you'd acknowledge me one more time I'd break into a million pieces.

I haven't spoken to you in a while but every piece of me still believes in you just as much as I did before

Every time I drive in this stupid town, I look for your car, and sometimes I see it, I see you & I remember summer

love found me, even though it never found you. i’m sorry for the way i hold you back i’m not ready to let you go yet.

There’s not a day I don’t think about the way I watched the stars while you watched me. I don’t know how to be something you miss

U showed ur true colors with all those lies therefore I’m not going to ever be ur friend or even let u in my life. “I changed” doesn’t impact what u did to me.Glad u apologized but that’s something I deserved in the first place.Don’t be that stupid to try and come back when my birthday rolls around. Fuck you. If u come back that will be the biggest mistake of your life.

i convinced myself that i loved you but i was actually in love with the idea of you. i will never let you hurt me again.

Long distance doesn’t have to be hard, ya know. We could’ve gotten those stupid touch bracelets or something ? anything you truly care about is worth fighting for. Come back.

i don't really know why i ever fell for u. but i just know that i wouldve liked to at least gotten to know u better.

i loved you so much that i would've done absolutely anything for you. i miss you and i wish you wanted me how i want you. even if you came back years from now i would always be ready for you. i just hope you know i love you and you can do great things.

you’ll never have any idea what you put my heart through. i still miss you though. i want to text you so bad but what’s the point. you only ever wanted me for my body.

i regret the last text i sent you. i miss you a lot and if by the slightest chance you see this.. call me?

walking away from you was the hardest thing but i couldn’t let you keep wrecking my emotions. i think about you every day. i miss you and how we used to be but you ruined it. i hope you grow up and realize how bad you hurt others. i really thought we had something & that it could’ve been us. have a nice life.

I wonder if you will tell people the cute story of how your new gf and you met while you were cheating on me with her.

i finally let you go..it’s hard but it was time...you will always have a place in my heart even though you don’t deserve it..im glad we ended on good terms..thank you for everything

i know you had sex with her . guess thats all u wanted out of our relationship . what a waste of time !