Unsent messages to TRISTAN
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: July 15, 2023, 8:48 pm UTC
i am still so out of my mind in love with you.
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: July 12, 2023, 4:28 pm UTC
i want to spend more time with you :3
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: January 17, 2021, 6:49 am UTC
itās been four months but i still stay up regretting rejecting you. i never expected to find my soulmate so soon. i was scared.
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: January 16, 2021, 6:52 am UTC
Take care. I hope you are always happy. I wish no harm comes your way. I will always love you from afar.
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: January 12, 2021, 5:11 pm UTC
you took a piece of my heart with you when you left. Iām still trying to figure out how to live without you.
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: January 12, 2021, 11:55 am UTC
Sometimes I think I could never love anyone like I loved you. I still donāt. Honestly I think you were it for me. I wanted everything with you, but I donāt know if I still do. Today was harder than most days and I missed you more than usual. This is so hard. If you read this far, I want you to know that I love you and I truly think we were it. At least a part of me will be forever yours even if we never speak again. Thank you.
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: January 11, 2021, 6:31 am UTC
Honey, I'm sorry I couldn't be your person, but when I said "I loved you" I meant it with every bone in my body.
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: January 11, 2021, 1:27 am UTC
I wish youād come back but I know itās not good for you right now. My heart still loves you endlessly.
Be happy. į¦
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: January 11, 2021, 12:14 am UTC
Itās nice being on my own again. Itās just not nice how every once in a while I think about you and what we had.
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: January 10, 2021, 2:50 am UTC
iām scared that youāll be the one that gets away... whether itās because of the situation, or what. but i think if it was better circumstances, it would be something incredible.
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: January 9, 2021, 11:24 pm UTC
i was just a last resort to you huh? it hurt. but i knew i would never be pretty enough compared to the other girls you like.
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: January 9, 2021, 9:04 pm UTC
Walking past your old house makes me feel sick- knowing how it used to be everything to me now itās empty
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: January 8, 2021, 7:54 am UTC
Hey, your Pisces is showing. Upon second glance, you were one of those people who I swear I must have recognized from a past life. I really like you as a person. I wish you would stop playing games and just be here, whatever that means.
P.S. yes, that poem was about you.
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: January 7, 2021, 8:42 pm UTC
I always wonder if we were meant to be, but we just crossed paths at the wrong time. Maybe I'm just a hopeless romantic...
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: January 6, 2021, 9:36 pm UTC
youāre still the person that comes to mind when someone says āthink of the person you care about the mostā
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: January 6, 2021, 9:11 am UTC
It hurt when you left you made me feel like I was a bad person even though I did everything you wanted, f u Iām happier now
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: January 5, 2021, 12:22 pm UTC
Iāve known you since we were kids and you were my first(and only) kiss. Now weāre friends and I love you. Iād never know how to say that bc I know that you donāt feel the same way.
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: January 4, 2021, 10:40 pm UTC
dude fuck you for saying you loved me when you knew you were still in love with someone else, because for the longest time i believed you
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: January 4, 2021, 3:01 am UTC
I met you in spanish class and thought nothing more than "Hey a cute guy sat behind me." But when both of our worlds went to shit, we started talking more. Once quarantine hit I seemed to wait until you texted me back for months on end. You were the only thing in my head 24/7. I dreamt of you. I cried when you told one of my friends you hated relationships, not knowing I asked them to talk to you about it. I thought you would stop talking to me if I told you how I felt, but I had to let it out. I never told you how bad your rejection hurt. "I love being your friend but relationships are pointless in high school." That sentence haunted me for months. But I still held onto hope. I still do in a small part of my heart. But you'll never know how much it means when you send me pictures of your dog or asking me what I was reading.
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: January 3, 2021, 5:50 am UTC
the way u smile at anything and immediately look at me after makes me fall for you harder, your to kind for humanity and i will never deserve you, i know we'll never end up together. i love you
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: January 1, 2021, 6:43 am UTC
im in love with you. but i don't want to fuck anything up and being just friends is so much better then being strangers
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: January 1, 2021, 3:00 am UTC
artsy girls. thatās what you like. i guess you meant the girls who being in art. iām sorry i wasnāt enough, i hate just being friends.
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: January 1, 2021, 2:17 am UTC
i had a small crush on you back in october/november. you truly made me so happy during that time. i wish nothing but good 4 for u
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: December 30, 2020, 4:43 pm UTC
I loved you. For the longest time I longed for you to tell me you felt the same...but you didnāt. I truly believe we are soulmates, but it canāt just be this one-sided thing anymore. I love you
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: December 30, 2020, 8:09 am UTC
i really care about you and i hope you know that. honestly if youād ask me to, iād be yours no doubt. but whatever we are i just hope you know how i feel because i get worried that you think i donāt care. i want the best for you always and i hope that you stick around in my life :)
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: December 28, 2020, 2:13 pm UTC
You've made night my favourite thing. When I read poems about night, hell, any poem, you are right there. We disappear
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: December 20, 2020, 2:43 pm UTC
i know iām supposed to be over you but it still hurts to watch you do the things that we used to do with her
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: December 13, 2020, 4:38 pm UTC
Damn, my first love. After 1 year you still make me smile and making my belly fly like butterflies, i hope forever
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: December 13, 2020, 4:46 am UTC
i'm sorry you couldn't handle it when i was tearing myself apart from the inside out. i'm sorry that my mental illness was too much for you to bear.
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: December 10, 2020, 8:08 am UTC
I don't know why I liked you for a whole year cause I'm way out of your league, but you were a piece of shit. xoxo
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: December 9, 2020, 4:09 am UTC
it hurts so bad. you were gone for a year just as i was getting over you, you came back for a week then left again.
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: December 8, 2020, 11:03 am UTC
everything's going so well, but every time i want to tell u the good news, i remember you're not there anymore.
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: December 8, 2020, 4:05 am UTC
no matter how much you tell me you love me more, i'll always love you the most. to the moon and back, i love you.
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: December 8, 2020, 12:07 am UTC
i didnāt think my eyes were that beautiful until you said they shined like the first star you see at night. i love you.
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: December 7, 2020, 12:33 am UTC
its been months but i still cry for you, i want to text you so bad but knowing you wonāt reply is what hurts the most, did you ever want me or was it all just a game to you.
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: December 5, 2020, 12:25 pm UTC
Idk if youāll ever see this but ur dog is called Luna, Just wanted to say that Iāve moved on, goodluck!
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: December 3, 2020, 9:49 am UTC
You once said you thought we needed break, that i only like you bc I hadnt got the chance to meet other people. Now im asking myself if that may be true of you.
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: December 1, 2020, 7:35 am UTC
hey T... uh itās been a while. i donāt think you think about me but uh i think about you lol. every single damn day. there hasnāt been an day where you havenāt been on my mind. i miss you. i miss everything about you. so so much. i know we ended for reasons... but i still wish it couldāve been us in the end. i really do. i just.. donāt understand really. howād you do it ? howād you move on so fast ? was i that easy to get replaced ? did i mean nothing ? did everything mean nothing to you ? i donāt understand. i really donāt. i keep thinking about us.. and what we couldāve been. and itās breaking me not gonna lie. i keep breaking my own heart thinking about you. i just wish you would come back. come back to me please ? i need you. i love you. i love you so so much... iām still in love with you. i still love you.
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: December 1, 2020, 4:40 am UTC
what was the point? honestly all you do is leave me on opened..happy that i finally blocked you. probs to me :]
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: November 30, 2020, 2:40 am UTC
You are still the worst person I have ever met, and it's been over a year since I last saw you. Congrats!
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: November 27, 2020, 5:05 am UTC
i hope you're doing better in life without me in your life. im so sorry for being the biggest obstacle in your life. i didn't mean to bring you down to rock bottom. but im happy to hear and know you've rose. i hope you'll grow to be stronger, and find a better woman, or man to be there for you and support you no matter what, unlike me. im sorry for not being able to satisfy you and your needs. im not enough, but i know you'll find someone worth loving.
take care,
forever anonymous.
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: November 26, 2020, 9:49 pm UTC
i was never in love with u. im sorry. i shoudlve told u sooner. i deserve to lose u as a friend. u deserve better. sorry what i did with you know who aswell. i didnt mean it.
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: November 25, 2020, 5:01 am UTC
we were best friends for 3 years and never really talked about our love for each other but we both knew it was there. i left it for the excitement of a new friend and for that iāll forever have regret. a part of me thinks it was right person, wrong time. i love you and hope we can meet again someday
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: November 24, 2020, 9:39 pm UTC
Itās been a few months but I still think about you every day. I think I canāt get over you because things still feel unfinished to me. I just wish I knew how you felt about me. We both did some things & I just want to leave it all behind and start over. Guess we canāt always get what we want though. Take care T.
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: November 23, 2020, 8:24 pm UTC
I wish we worked out.. I'll always love you even if you don't love me. As much as you hurt me I forgive you and I wish you the best in life because I know you'll go far.
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: November 22, 2020, 9:24 pm UTC
I think I speak for both of us when I say: what the fawk. perfect example of being too under the influence alongside depression. LOL
From: ABC
To: tristan
Date: November 22, 2020, 6:35 am UTC
im finally getting over you. i miss you, but for what i wish you were. i'm happier now. wishing you the best.
