My name is Teagan and looking though the ones for people with my name make me want to cry, also Teagan Wood are you really a fucking whore?

i really do love you teagan. nothing you ever said made me believe that any less, it was more what you didnt say. the effort stopped and my overthinking started. i was more than willing to go through anything and everything with you, it just hurt too much to feel like i wasn't getting that back. i really do feel like youre my person but, maybe in a different life time. i have nothing but love and respect for you. even at your lowest i looked at you as the best thing ever. whoever you end up with is lucky and i hope they treat you right. who knows, maybe things will work out in the future but for now, thank you for showing me a kind of love ive never experienced before. you made me feel like i was on top of the world when things were crashing down around me. theres so much more i could say but im just going to leave it at- i love you dummy. im here for you always. please take care of yourself.

please dont think this was something that was easy for me to do. i wanted nothing more than to stay and wait things out, thinking that eventually things would piece together and we'd be given a solid chance to make things work. right from the start things were so unnecessarily complicated. that wasnt your fault and it wasnt mine either, i just think its always been bad timing. maybe it was right person wrong time, maybe it was wrong person lesson learned- ig time will tell. i was convinced that despite feeling like the world was against us, that we would work through it and have everything we've ever wanted but you stopped meeting me halfway- not only did you stop meeting me halfway but it was like you just stopped showing up. i was getting so emotionally tired and honestly feeling left and that i felt like this was the best option. i do really love you and maybe we can try things when you have your mind set a little more straight or when things calm down. youre amazing teagan, please take care of yourself. give yourself more credit, youre so great. anyone would be lucky to have you around. love you stupid, stay safe.

i wish we could have worked.

i’ll always have a place for you in my heart teacup. You’re special, ain’t no one else compares

there is still time to change and become better people, i dont want to become strangers

I want to know your soul and not just your name. Please come back

i am so grateful for our friendship and i'm so so glad you came into my life. luv ya shitass

i wish you had chose me instead of him

thanks for being amazing, friend <3

I wish I could tell you how I feel about you but I know you don’t feel the same..

please give me a sign if you ever want to retry things:/

i took you seriously

i’m getting over it now. hope life treats you well. goodbye

you were different

I love you so much, you’re so incredibly intelligent

saw you the other day. you're looking good. i'm sorry. i miss you. keep being you. ❤️

i think i’m in love with you but i shouldn’t be.

You're forever the person I love most

i had a nap earlier. i really wished you were there. i don't think you're coming back this time. ily

i still think about you all the time even though it’s been years

I think of you in every poem I read. Hope Europe is treating you well

i regret sm and i wish you’d give me another chance

I can’t stop thinking about what you had said to me and I wonder if you still feel the same way.

I'm cursed with your memories they're like a movie playing on repeat. I meet new people and see you.

Can I marry each and every freckle of yours?

You didn’t like when I played the same games you did.

I really wish I could tell you how I truly feel but I don’t want to ruin things between us

I spill my heart out to the moon because reminiscent of you its the only one that truly listens.

you were never my real friend.

i miss you a lot, i hope one day we could be friends again.

I wish you knew how much I care about you..

i wish our story hadn’t ended so soon, i miss you

i’m sorry for what i did, i think about it quite a bit, i can’t imagine the trauma. im so sorry

Why did you do that.

I love the colour blue because it reminds me of that blue cap you wear everyday. I love you.

It sucks that the new girl is so great and you will always be a horrible person

I want your hands all over me

i cant forgive myself for how i treated u. i wanna make it right.idk how. i miss you everyday

i really thought you were the one. i love you but i have to let you go again

I read these messages with hope there is one written by you.

I miss you.

I know I just met you but I really like you :)

I think your a really cool person also it would be nice if you added me back on snap

i wish i told you how much i liked you but it’s too late

your my girl friend but i wish you were my girlfriend.

i wish i could show you i’m trustworthy, i want to make this work i’m sorry.

I miss you so much. I know it’s better for the both of us for me to stay away

i love you and i’m sorry i don’t say it enough. pink bc it’s ur fav

do i mean nothing to you anymore

i love you, tee. idk if i’ll ever be able to say it out loud. so i’ll revert to writing, as always.