please dont think this was something that was easy for me to do. i wanted nothing more than to stay and wait things out, thinking that eventually things would piece together and we'd be given a solid chance to make things work. right from the start things were so unnecessarily complicated. that wasnt your fault and it wasnt mine either, i just think its always been bad timing. maybe it was right person wrong time, maybe it was wrong person lesson learned- ig time will tell. i was convinced that despite feeling like the world was against us, that we would work through it and have everything we've ever wanted but you stopped meeting me halfway- not only did you stop meeting me halfway but it was like you just stopped showing up. i was getting so emotionally tired and honestly feeling left and that i felt like this was the best option. i do really love you and maybe we can try things when you have your mind set a little more straight or when things calm down. youre amazing teagan, please take care of yourself. give yourself more credit, youre so great. anyone would be lucky to have you around. love you stupid, stay safe.