Unsent Messages

I wrote one here about 3/4 months ago, about how I would never be considered your best friend. How I was never enough. But now you’ve proved that. To know what I’ve been through and talk about my mental health to girls, and then deny it to my face like it’s not the first time. You’ve always been toxic, sending me photos I look bad in making sure you tell me how awful I look, if I liked a boy it was always “yea he’s obsessed with me”. It was always about you wasn’t it. Funny thing is your best friend doesn’t even like you. Yea everyday on the bus she spoke about you. How you were unloyal to your boyf, how you’re annoying, how she’s only friends with you because she can’t get rid of you. You threw away a good friend, for someone who doesn’t even like you. I wish you treated me better. Bit more respect. But no you’ve left me here crying at 2am because I will never be able to trust anyone again.