i really do love you teagan. nothing you ever said made me believe that any less, it was more what you didnt say. the effort stopped and my overthinking started. i was more than willing to go through anything and everything with you, it just hurt too much to feel like i wasn't getting that back. i really do feel like youre my person but, maybe in a different life time. i have nothing but love and respect for you. even at your lowest i looked at you as the best thing ever. whoever you end up with is lucky and i hope they treat you right. who knows, maybe things will work out in the future but for now, thank you for showing me a kind of love ive never experienced before. you made me feel like i was on top of the world when things were crashing down around me. theres so much more i could say but im just going to leave it at- i love you dummy. im here for you always. please take care of yourself.