Unsent messages to SUNSHINE

Your warm laughter is reflected in the morning sunshine and as the day goes by your company only gets sweeter by dawn

you make me the happiest girl EVER !! I hope we can figure everything out and we can become summer us again. youre one of the only people that i feel comfortable telling anything and everything to. you mean so much to me. ik it hasn't been the best but im so much more than grateful for you. there's no one else i wanna watch the stars w at 2am. you still give me butterflies.

I wish we never met. You have absolutely ruined my perception of love. I cannot for the love of god fall in love again. You broke me a year ago. Why can't u just let me be and don't come back every time u leave. Ive given u everything I had, in return, you broke me. Thanks to you, I am diagnosed with severe depression and anorexia. Thats why I associate black with love. I don't think love exists. LOVE DOES NOT EXIST. U fucked me up so much. I love u but hate at the same time. I just wish you would feel the same pain I did and I still do. Its so unfair. YOURE THE PUSSY, NOT ME.

don't just watch, try actually doing something. true love is action & making an effort, not loving from afar.

you stuck your issues onto me like a piece of gum that lost its flavor. now they’ve become mine and I can’t scrape them off.

i don't even know where to start with this. the impact you have had on my life is bigger than anyone or anything else. you've given me so much happiness just by being you and i'm so lucky to have you. every day you make me a better person, and inspire me to do better. i never told you this but when you were doing your school project on community heroes all i wanted to tell you about is how you saved me. you were and are my hero. you stay with me and care about me no matter what, and you've been here with me through it all. you were my light when i was in a dark place, and that's why i call you my sunshine. you are so beautiful in every way, and no matter how many times you tell me i'm wrong or you don't agree i'll just tell you again. thank you. thank you for your love. thank you for the memories. thank you for staying by me. i can't imagine losing you. i want to spend the rest of my time with you no matter the circumstances and conditions. i want to be there to support you no matter what. i love you with my heart sunshine. i'll never let go of you.

Thinking about me when you make love to her is not a 1% the same of what it could have been if it were us.

sunshine i love you more than i love myself. i consider you one of my soulmates, someone who i have such a strong connection to. i don’t tell you my personal sad stuff because you would care too much, and try to help me because you care about me so much. anytime i see you, my moods are lifted and even in the darkest moments i’ve had so far, anytime i’ve seen you during them has brightened my day and helped me forget everything terrible about my life.

even though i felt us drifting apart as our final days together crawled up to me, i chose to stay. even though on some nights i would fall asleep with smeared mascara and a stuffy nose, i continued to fight our battle. i realized that when i was with you, i felt this rush of anger with the most powerful drop or admiration. seeing you made my week and hearing the sound of your laugh made every bad thing worth the stress. i love every single thing about you but i've learned to live without you. i no longer wonder or worry about where you are and who you are with. be free love. be happy and be free. i am most definitely no longer a call or text away, i dont hope to see you soon, and i dont hope you forget everything you put me threw. goodnight and thank you.

I still hear your voice when I hear those songs. I still feel your stomach rise and fall and the tickle of your finger brushing my shoulder. This season, those songs, that street corner, it will always remind me of you.

Your brain has always been a complex thing, so hard to understand and figure out, but I would sit with you forever to untangle all of the knots. I stopped smiling a long time ago, but so have you. I miss you more than anything my friend. I hope to see you again soon.

Your brain has always been a complex thing, so hard to understand and figure out, but I would sit with you forever to untangle all of the knots. I stopped smiling a long time ago, but so have you. I miss you more than anything my friend. I hope to see you again soon.

i cant wait to surprise u tmrw & im sorry in advance cuz ik u dont like surprises but u deserve the world & if i could only give u a single grain of dirt u'd still be happy, thank u

you stopped smiling at a certain point and i would kill to see you smiling again. I had a dream that you were covered in sunshine and laughing one night. I have so much trouble understanding my own brain and it was nice to feel like your brain just sort of melted into mine, like we didn’t need to understand each other but we did. I miss you my sweet friend. maybe when we’re older.

I miss seeing you smile. I love when you’re happy and it breaks me to see you sad. My sweet friend, i want you to smile again. I miss you I miss you I miss you

I am not coming back. Nothing will come back like it was. You destroyed every little chance we had to be happy together.

When i said forever, i meant it. You're too broken to properly love someone and i have finally accepted that. i wasted so much time on you, on us, for nothing. i feel as though i put so much fucking effort into everything i did for you, and after it all, all i've ever felt like to you, was a disappointment, and that has ruined me, not only as a person.. but mentally and physically, i. am. drained. I hope you find peace and happiness, i do. but please don't break another girl again in hopes of fixing yourself daniel. it's selfish. i don't want anyone feeling the way i've felt. it demolishes people, i'm not as strong as you always thought, but i'd like to say thanks for loving me. i'll never love anyone else the same.

I will never forget the sunshine your eyes radiated, or the way you made me feel invincible. You were the sun, the moon and all the stars...

Um idk from where to start but I'm so glad to have you in my life you came with a light and idk what imma do without you in my life I love you so much and everyday I fell harder for you ❤️ you're the best thing happened to me and I can't wait to be with you and do everything as we planned and make life time moments and oh god just the fact that we gonna hug and cuddle n kiss ugrh perfect!!! And oatmeal dude we getting our child as soon as possible and fine I'll make cocoa for you everyday just pay me in kisses and I love you always and forever my sunshine ?