lol im back so im pretty sure im falling or was falling in love... anywayss. we had a very long talk and well there might be hope for us. i literally want you so fucking bad and ima fight for us i swear. you told me some things i wasn't really expecting but its okay. i just wanna be yours and i migh- i most likely will come off as clingy but i dont care anymore. anyways lets see if the next time i come back im crying or smiling .

eres el amor de mi vida en amigos, nunca te alejes de mi vida, eres y siempre seras como mi hermana. ily.... mami kiwi

You are the best person I know. I wouldn't be here without you and I am grateful for having you in my life.

the first time you left me i didn't cry i had expected it. but we still texted as friends and i could tell you were still texting me more then a friend. anyways the second time when you said those things to me when you left and gave up again. that time it killed me it did. I couldn't stop crying my eyes were so very red puffy ect. but this. this feeling right here hurts the most. you have completely moved on. the worst part is you seem happier then i ever made you. you. you two seem closer then we ever were and y'all haven't even known each other longer then a month. you told me yall have ft everyday since yall started texting. you post about her so much. i had to leave your priv story cuz of that lol. anyways your killing me rn but im glad your happy. just makes me feel like i was never good enough and i never will be. i feel like shit and i was 8 days clean but then way to many emotions hit me and i was suddenly 0 days clean. im not saying its your fault im just saying that it really sucks to feel this way. and it sucks that i dont hate you and would most likely take you back. but its not like you would even want me back. i hate myself so much .

I miss you so much and regret how I treated you. I hope one day you’ll reach out to me.

i miss you

i promise i wont call. just please be better, i love you pretty girl

i can’t eat french toast anymore. you were right about everything. i hope life is kinder to you now.

I’ve known you for years…wish we never let the differences get the best of us…..

I am still thinking about our old friendship

Always and forever.

still sending paper airplanes to the moon...

hi :) i love you honey

goodbye

i just miss you so much

I’m sorry I broke things off. I was scared
I still think about you and I hate and love myself for it

i love you, always have always will

you always look very pretty

always remember to love yourself

you pushed me away when the pressure was on, and twisted my worries into accusations.

Please don’t you have a bf I don’t want friend I feel this would happen if we dated don’t be scared