even though i felt us drifting apart as our final days together crawled up to me, i chose to stay. even though on some nights i would fall asleep with smeared mascara and a stuffy nose, i continued to fight our battle. i realized that when i was with you, i felt this rush of anger with the most powerful drop or admiration. seeing you made my week and hearing the sound of your laugh made every bad thing worth the stress. i love every single thing about you but i've learned to live without you. i no longer wonder or worry about where you are and who you are with. be free love. be happy and be free. i am most definitely no longer a call or text away, i dont hope to see you soon, and i dont hope you forget everything you put me threw. goodnight and thank you.
