Hey it’s me,
Hope you’re having a good birthday. Can’t believe you’re 21. I remember when you used to joke about drinking when we went out to eat and how excited you would be. I hope you’re smiling.
Love always
M

I wish I would have treated you differently now that I’ve learned more about love.
Thank you for being the best person there ever was

I thought we were gonna always be together. I loved you from the second I saw you when we were 14. Why did you leave me when you promised you wouldn’t? I love you. Please text me back. M

I don't love you anymore. I sent so many texts after the breakup which I'm deeply sorry for but I'm okay now. I wish you could see my progress. You will still always be in my heart. We were the right people, but so young.
Blessings always,
M.

Cant believe it’s been 4 months since you left. You ruined me as a person. But things are actually starting to get better again. I’ve realised my worth and now and it’s getting easier to deal with the heartbreak. I’ll always love you deep down but I will never be able to talk to you again. You could’ve at least given me some closure or replied to my text that I spent 2 days writing. But you didn’t.

It's been three years and I still think about you. You're still cute as ever but I dont think you would like me anymore. Sorry for being stuck up and rude.

without you i would be lost but when i am with you i feel like i'm drowing. i guess not al that are lost are losing

You disappeared without a trace. All I got was that you moved across the country...I don't care if we're just friends, I want to talk to you again.

Everytime I didn't do nothin but love you even the moments we didn't do nothin but sit and talk. The little things matter. Just to look at you matters, just to smell you when i get the chance. Give you a hug, when I hug you there is nothing else there I feel like i'm floating. When you kiss me there is nothing that can hurt me.

Why tthe fick did you have to play with my heart like that the only thing i wanted was to be loved but no you had to fuck up my friendship with my bsf and i still talk to you but you dont know how i truly felt about you and sometimes i sit and wonder, does he still think about me, did he really like me or was it a dare, whys he take so long to ask me out, why didnt i make the first move but its whatever i dont care anymore

My body twitches whenever I look at you and her together. It breaks my heart seeing her in your hoodie.

You made me so happy but i was just a distraction to you..
You should have told me, i would have let you use me.

sometimes i look up my own name on here and think you wrote some about me. i'm sorry for how i treated you when i was going through a bad place in my own life. no one has every treated me as well as you. it is bittersweet to see you happy. i miss us and our jokes and laughs and how much you taught me about random shit or the way you used to joke around and spell your name like mine. i'm happy to see you doing so much greatness, you deserve it

I’m sorry. I waited years for us to be together and I didn’t want to accept that it was over in five months.

“angel”
you probably call her that too. Being friends with you is killing me, but in silence of course.

Can I truly say I love(d) you if we’ve never dated? I mean love is a hard concept for me outside of family and close friends. I don’t use the word loosely. But maybe I love(d) you? The (d) is because I am honestly still confused. I can’t let go of you. And that sucks. It feels almost unfair. I know you are dealing with a lot and that we are probably better of as friends, at least for now. But I want you to be my person; can you be my person? I’ve put so much effort into you and that’s okay because I want to. Even if we never end up together, I want you in my life. You are so important to me. I guess I just wish I would’ve told you how I felt sooner. Maybe things would be different now. Maybe I’m wrong though. However, I’ll never find out because I’ll never speak to you about it again. It was a hard situation for me. I’ve never been so hurt by someone before yet continued to keep them around even though I am still hurt. I hope you’re doing okay, you don’t talk to me much about your mental health anymore. I worry about you and want to help Tim.

I don't see the point in why you brought it up. I was literally SO okay with being just friends. Now I don't even think you deserve to be one of mine.

You knew it was my birthday and you did that. After I cried, I took it as the Universe's gift to me to be free from you.

I won't count you, you know? I'm going to refuse to. I wouldn't even say we dated. It didn't feel like it.

And I KNOW that you grieved me. You said I was your dream girl and I agree, to be honest! I AM the prize.

I don't know if it would've felt more relieving if I had contributed at all to the fallout, but I know I did everything good. I think that's the part that makes me feel like it's raining over my head. I had wanted you. I actually wanted you. Now, I'm disappointed to even hear that you could still be for me. I frown and reject the thought. I don't even care if you became everything I like in a person. I just wouldn't want you anymore. I saw someone say they had hoped that their person and they had worked out in another reality. I didn't even smile and that thought and take solace in it. I said to myself that I didn't even want that. I just don't think I would forgive you for how I was treated. It makes me angry to grit my teeth and tell the Universe I'm grateful it happened because it led me to have certain events that I probably wouldn't have experienced with your being there because I would've chosen to spend time with you instead. I want to be so angry at you. Last night I wrote your name and ripped the paper up and I just stared at the trash can with my hand, palm open, with the ripped pieces on top. I turned my hand slowly and let the pieces fall in and I don't know how to feel. I see the good that came out in having this experience play out like this so far, but I do wish I hadn't met you, unfortunately. I'm sorry. (I don't know if I mean that for you or for me).

Hey it’s me,
I promised myself I wouldn’t reach out and this is my way of sort of sticking with that. I don’t hate you. I could never hate someone I love so much. You will always have a place in my heart and I think about you daily but we can’t be in each other’s life. You have a good heart. You have a good soul. We just aren’t good for each other. It breaks my heart to think that you’re unhappy so I hope you’re doing well and you’re taking care of yourself.
Love always,
M

it felt like i finally did something right when I had you

And even still I still love you, through it all somber and rapturous

I heard you’re changing for the one you killed me with

thought i didnt care abt u anymore but when i saw u crying my chest started to hurt.

In my dreams you’re so warm they’re nightmares. She’s always there too. I fear sleep now.

was i for a while?

Hello, love. I hope you still think about me. I still do.

I’ll never ever ever forgive you. I hope you don’t either.

You ruined all my favourite songs

U were everything.

us not working out was such a hard pill to swallow

The best part of my day is talking to you. Your voice is my favorite melody. Please don't leave me.

I still really am in love with u, nothing about my feelings has changed. Did u ever rlly love me? x

i lied, i still miss you.

why do you keep circling my mind when we never met each other?

you’re the thoughts that can’t be tamed

While you were my world, she was your galaxy I’m sorry I couldn’t be her

I miss our laughs and wished they lasted forever but in the end it was my fault.

In another life, I hope we make it. I really hope we do. Cause this fkn sucks…

i liked you from the start, pretty face and everything. im sorry i loved you.

i know u said u don’t want a relationship, but i really like you tim.

i miss the old you. i want my big brother back.

I don't get you

I’m terrified of running into you

I’m so in love with you it’s crazy and I hope we get married <3

you are either going to be my forever and my future or the biggest heartbreak of my life

I will love you the most forever & always.
I hope we find our way back someday.

thinking about you makes me blush