Unsent messages to STEVEN
From: ABC
To: Steven
man it's gonna suck having to say my first love was someone named steven.. stupid ass name for a stupid ass person. i still think about you sometimes yk
From: ABC
To: Steven
i've written this a million times and probably will a million more but, when i think to thank you for showing me what love is, i realize i should be thanking myself. i learned how to love all on my own.
From: ABC
To: Steven
You made me feel like I was the most beautiful woman in the world, I gave you everything of me and you just changed me for someone else.
Don’t worry, now I get it.
Before I always was thinking about I wasn’t enough for you, and now, I know you don’t deserve me. I am better than that.
And it’s OK. because you were my first love but now you don’t even care me. ;)
From: ABC
To: Steven
this is our once a year tradition and i wish you would get off your phone and spend time with me for it
From: ABC
To: Steven
is it stupid that i go through the submissions under my name hoping that just maybe you've written something about me too? i wish the timing had been better, but i'm still hopelessly in love with you.
From: ABC
To: Steven
i can have a million conversations, a thousand unreplied messages, a hundred beautiful compliments, but none of them are you. none of them are as enticing as the words that caught my eyes
are as addicting as the sound that you made on my phone
none of them are as enticing as hearing your voice in the mornings
Every conversation is just to fill the void, though i'm scared it will happen again. I will find the one, even worse only to see they are arent you, how they never will be you
they will never have your words,
the same words that filled my mouth to the brim of happiness. ps. send me a text :)
From: ABC
To: Steven
i hate our toxic relationship, you make me so sad. Why can't you leave me if i tell you i want to break up with you??
From: ABC
To: Steven
Fuck you. You're so fucking manipulative because you know I'll be here for you. You came back out of fucking nowhere and said that you love me? You don't love me, if you loved me you wouldn't keep disappearing and blocking me, if you loved me you wouldn't go off with other chicks then cry when they do to you what you did to me. Fuck you and fuck my heart for being unable to let you go. Just either stay in my life and be a good friend or fuck off for good, I can't handle this.
From: ABC
To: Steven
I know, you never loved me, but you were the first one, where I ever felt like a woman and I miss you every single day.
From: ABC
To: Steven
I don't want to ruin our friendship and I'm happy with the way things are, believe me. But I can see more.
From: ABC
To: Steven
I want to dance in the rain with you, I wanna take goofy pictures with you, I wanna sing throw backs in the car, I want you to tell your family about me, I wanna be yours.
From: ABC
To: Steven
its really hard for me to hate someone, but I hate you. I hate you because you were so temporary and you made yourself seem so long lasting. I hate you because you didn't even have the decency to wait a month until you moved on. I hate you. HATE. I wish I had the real balls to block you, but removing you is the best I can do. I genuinely hope I NEVER see or talk to you again. I wish the worst to you, I do. You are a liar. And the way you tried to make me feel bad for doing something good for myself. You are a manipulator and I am glad you are no longer in my life. I wish I NEVER got to know you. I did not need to know you.
From: ABC
To: Steven
You are my best friend. My other half. I know depression is telling me to push you away but please don’t give up on me.
From: ABC
To: Steven
when i first met you, i never would have thought you would mean this much to me. now, 3 years later, you are my world. you are the person i want to spend the rest of my life with. i love you so much. please never let go
From: ABC
To: Steven
I told you how people hurt me in the past and you did the same thing they did. Why tho? Was I not good enough for you?
From: ABC
To: Steven
If I knew it was gonna be our last time together I would have held you a little longer that night. I'm so sorry for everything it's all my fault bubs. I love you no matter what but i'm saying goodbye now. I promised you forever and meant it. But ig you didn't feel the same. It's okay tho. I'm so happy for you and I hope you catch every dream. I'm so glad you found happiness with someone else. Even if it wasn't with me. This is goodbye now I'm finally letting go. Even tho I don't want to I really need to ofc ill probably cry a little bit ill still be here for you no matter what. That's all now goodbye. :)
From: ABC
To: Steven
I think of what you did and my entire world goes dark. You drained every one of my rainbows. I hate you.
From: ABC
To: Steven
I miss you. I might take a break from checking the app. It's too painful. I'll be back though.
From: ABC
To: Steven
We waited a decade to be together and I’m not sure I can wait around anymore. I’ll always love you.
From: ABC
To: Steven
I've fallen for you as much as I tried to stop it. I want to get to know you so let me.
From: ABC
To: Steven
You broke my heart. You never seemed to care like I did. I hate you.
From: ABC
To: Steven
i never really believed in soulmates but i know you’re mine, and that’s so hard
From: ABC
To: Steven
I miss you so bad, my heart starts racing again… it hurts
From: ABC
To: Steven
I wish you cared as much as I cared. I wish you saw that I sacrificed my happiness for yours.
From: ABC
To: Steven
despite everything, i still check your city on the weather app.
From: ABC
To: Steven
I really miss you haha i’m sorry for all i really can’t move on :(
From: ABC
To: Steven
i hate that you get some form of peace. the absence of a no is still a no.
From: ABC
To: Steven
After it all I never hated you and I still hope to be with you in the future
From: ABC
To: Steven
You've really helped me heal a lot of parts of me and don't even know it
From: ABC
To: Steven
Even after it all I still want you . I can’t be strangers. I don’t want anyone else
From: ABC
To: Steven
I still talk about you to this day. I wish you knew how much I loved you.
From: ABC
To: Steven
I wonder if you still think about me. Wondering too how I've been after you left.
From: ABC
To: Steven
ur my right person wrong time I wish we could have been something more
From: ABC
To: Steven
What I'd give to talk like we used to before you realised I liked u before i did. I miss u blondie
