Unsent messages to SONJA
From: ABC
To: sonja
you are the best thing that could've ever happen to me. i wouldn't be here without you. i love you so much b
From: ABC
To: sonja
i’m happy you asked me out. i really liked you for the longest time, and you finally asked me. i miss you :) *worm emoji*
From: ABC
To: sonja
You’re absolutely awsome I literally don’t know what I’d be doing without you ily sonjaaaa hehe I hope everything works out
From: ABC
To: sonja
Hii Sonja,
I just wanted to say. You first loved yourself. When you were younger and filled with light and joy in your eyes. It might've not lasted for long and hopefully you find it again. You used to enjoy so many things, art, reading, writing, dressing up, seeing how wide you could smile until you couldn't see, and so much more. You may feel like a shell of who you once were, but she's still there. She'll always be there. You will find yourself again. You will fall in love with your eyes again. You will dance in the rain again. You just need to wait.
-Sonja, your future self (who is trying to love herself again)
From: ABC
To: sonja
I love you and you deserve the world you will do great in life i know that even if you doubt it you are loved just know that
From: ABC
To: sonja
fuck you. and everything you've ever done to me. i hate you. i wish covid wasn't a thing so you would be in college and i wouldn't see you for most of the year. fuck off. you hurt me so much.
From: ABC
To: sonja
You burn so bright, I’m afraid one day you’ll just explode. Or burn out. Not sure which is worse.
From: ABC
To: sonja
I’m sorry we are not friends anymore cause of stupid thing
From: ABC
To: sonja
I know that we are not friends anymore, but i still think about the summer our friendgroup had.
From: ABC
To: sonja
i'm sorry i couldn't be just a friend. you deserve more friends and not lovers.
From: ABC
To: sonja
We both know it would have been wrong, but our "almost" will always haunt me.
From: ABC
To: sonja
i sometimes feel i would be happier without you, even though you are the thing i look forward to
From: ABC
To: sonja
It's pathetic how much I think about you, and I wonder if you think about me like that too.
From: ABC
To: sonja
i'm trying so hard to move on from you but i can't and it's pathetic how much i wish we still talked
From: ABC
To: sonja
Thank you for saving me. You're precious and did no wrong. Ever. I hope you know that
From: ABC
To: sonja
Thank you for letting me back in. Weve had our ups and downs but now were finally closer than ever x
