Hai bub, if you see this i prooobably forced you to look at this site hihi~ welp, i love you. i love u alot and i havent felt this way in a LOOONGG time. youre gonna come over tomorrow and im... pretty scared but so so so happy.. im so happy i met you, youre so cute and nice and you treat me right. i will never leave you on purpose, i see a fucking future with you and im CHASING IT DOWN SMH... hehe ill look forward to tomorrow bub, lluv you

hey bubby. god i havent called you that in a while. i miss you, i miss your voice, it hurts that she has you now. but as long as youre happy. i hope youre doing good amor, te amo infinity

bubs, i wish things didn’t end the way that they did. i wish i could have you back in my life again. it’s been so many months & i still think about you. i wish i could be there for you bc i still care about you. you were truly one of the best things to happen to me. you were my best friend, my first love. we are both so different now, but you’ll always have a special place in my heart. i wish nothing but the best for you

i saw your vsco bio, that’s glorification genius. READ THIS WHOLE THING SO YOU CAN UNDERSTAND: i never wrote to you on here. not even once since the breakup. i do not want you to believe i would ever say the things in these letters. i am love. i am not in love, ever. love is a state of being. so here’s what i have to say: i’m not mad and i forgive you. i do not hate you or your family, god bless you all. i’m happy where i am at. i am not waiting on you. you’re not my world. you’re not my best friend. you’re not my ride or die. you’re not my future. you are just you. maybe soon(the sooner the better for you)we will talk, maybe the last time was the last time. it’s up to you because i deleted your number so don’t expect a call or a text from me. i don’t know which of these letters on here are from you, and i don’t try to figure it out. understand that i cannot help you fight your wars, and that in no way should you ever be inclined to help me fight mine. i am done with depression, i won my battle. i am doing the best i have ever done in 8 years of this, no thanks to you. this letter is not cold and heartless(lol) as it may seem. bubba it hurt a lot at the time. it did. but after a time, pain faded away. nothing is permanent. i have this great big life to live and i cannot force anyone to be a part of it and i cant wait for you to wake up one day and miss me enough to call me. i’m not moving on with another person, i’m moving on mentally. do not hesitate to call me. you know me, you know i will not be mad, you know i am compassionate. if you do not know that, you do not know me. i have no time to prove who i am to anyone, if you do not know me by now you never will. you run from your feelings. you run from the truth. you ran from me. . i cant chase after what is leaving. i love you. i miss your smile. i miss those eyes. i miss the random conversations we’d have. i saw that your hair is different now, not my taste, but do you. we are both different people now, and that’s just because love changes people. i’m glad your getting along with your family again, i hope your mama is healthy and well. you’re not on my mind as much anymore, i’m just really focused on being alive. ok so here’s what i want you to understand because i know myself and i know my writing is often cryptic and only makes sense to me: i’m not mad. i’m not hurt. you should call, but know what you’re going to say because i have no time to waste. i love you. even if it doesn’t seem like it. we could get back together, but it’d be different, not in a bad way. change is good for the soul.

Bunny you are fucking insane if you are WILLING to love such a fucked up person. Each to there own just stay the fuck away from me from now on, whose fucking dead cat was that?

i cant call you aryan. you know that. i hope you find love that doesn’t hurt. i’m glad it wasn’t all for nothing. sometimes life hurts bubby. sometimes the hardest thing you can do is be alive. your love is not too much, and you deserve the world. you are forever my favorite person. in the next life my love, or maybe somewhere down the road we might meet up at the right time. but goodbye for now. it’s hard and if we’re really meant. to be we will find our way back to eachother. you are so sensitive and soft underneath your hard exterior, you’re beautiful. i’m proud of you and grateful to say i got to know someone like you. i hope you find yourself out there. - your beautiful little butterfly princess 8)

I know that things are rough right now so I just wanted to write this to show you that you are so important to me. Whatever it is that you’re going through right now I promise I’m here for you whenever you want to come back. Once college apps are over I hope I can come surprise you at Sunmerry and you can make me a taro bubble tea and we can make power point presentations about what’s been going on in our lives like you see people on Tik Tok do that you send to me being like, “can our friends do this?” If our friends don’t, you know I would swim oceans just to see you smile, so taking part in a Tik Tok trend is light-work. I just wanted to say that I’m really proud of you for being able to step off the grid after recognizing that it was causing you unnecessary stress. I know that for so many people our age even restricting social media usage is so hard, so being able to fully disconnect is crazy. I’m proud of you for finally doing what’s best for you after years of trying to please others. You need this, and I hope that things resolve themselves soon. I miss you so much, and I wanted you to read this as a reminder that I’ll always be here for you through all the dumbbitchitis, but I encourage you to take all the time that you need to yourself. I hope you find yourself and you start to feel happy again, because that’s what you deserve. Happy Eva=Happy Sapna. You don’t have to respond to this; this is just my way of showing you how much you mean from a distance. I love you, and I hope to see/hear from you soon

i'm always going to love you and everything about you. i love you more than you'll ever know. 1437. you're my wife

i will never regret those 6 months but letting go was the best for us bubby.

please take me back. i miss cooking with you.

i miss us please text me again

bubby im still waiting for you i rlly miss u lol

I never thought I’d have to consider a life without you. I’m so sad. I miss you, I love you still ????

it should’ve been you, your hair in my bed

i love you still, but i’m letting go.

I miss you :((

When you find love in me again, I promise to become the best version of myself

Do u wnt to start over? I hope u still think abt me. I’ll always pickup, just call twice

I will always love you. Please don't forget that.

Hey bubs,I hope you are doing well. I wish we could have stayed friends. You look happy tho.

I always felt safe with you. I miss you more than I thought I would <3

tell me to wake up bub

miss u terribly but being blocked is what’s best for us.

I wish I knew why

i love you to the universe and never back cuz my love for you is infinite. come back to me pls bubs.

You left the biggest hole in my chest. Will I ever be put back together again?

i miss u even though u hurt me so bad ur unblocked wish me a happy bday plz

i hope you forget and come back

i like you a lot. i wish youd tell me how you feel. i dont want to ruin a good friendship over this.

I’m sorry, I’ll always love you. Call me if you ever need anything, I’m always here

sry u were never mine from the start, goodluck with ur endeavors bubber. ty for keeping me company.