Unsent messages to SOFIA

i love you so so so fucking much i really wish it didn’t have to be like this bc it really really hurts and completely sucks you’re the best thing to ever happen to me and no matter what ur still my best friend ever ik rn it seems difficult but we can still make it through this well talk again i know it i can’t even describe how much i miss u. all i want is for u to be happy and safe i promise it’ll all be okay and i know that we’ll be able to see each other again in the future i know it dude please don’t ever forget about me i’ll always be here if u can come back i’m just waiting on u. i love you more sweetheart.

I'm sorry for being such a shitty friend. I shut other people out but you didn't deserve that. You will always be the best of my friends even if you don't think so. You will never understand how sorry i am and I hope your doing ok.

so we're back to spilling our entire heart in the unsent project, huh? what are we? i wanna know too. i wish it were more. i can't stop thinking about you. you take up a majority of my head space and no matter how hard i try to suppress my feelings i cant. i love talking to you and spending time with you. whenever we hang up on ft i feel so empty. just being in your presence puts me at ease. i wish you understood how much i appreciate having you in my life. you care for me like nobody else and bring me so much happiness. just talking to you and hearing your voice turns a bad day into a good one. like today, before you ft us i was in such a bad slump and had no motivation to even sit through my classes, but having you on ft and just your presence made it so much easier and so much more enjoyable. if you knew how many times a day you're on my mind, you would get a literal restraining order jakdjsk. i think about you when i wake up and when i fall asleep and i just want things to work out between us somehow.

I know we weren't meant for one another, we were just too different, too similar in all the wrong ways. I just hope you meet someone who brings you as much joy as you once brought me. And if you ever end up seeing this, I'm sorry. I wish we could have ended our friendship on a better note. I wish I hadn't been such a prick who didn't know how to handle what she was feeling. I wish I could be by your side, to experience the lows, the highs, and the middles.

I miss who we used to be. We used to be best friends who could tell each other everything but now it's like looking at a stranger.

i loved u so much, and u broke me
not just my heart, u broke me, u broke my happiness
but i don’t blame u for leaving, i wanna leave too

Even to this day, I still listen to your covers in order to calm down whenever needed. I love your voice more than anything.

I want to forget about you, but I still check your profile to see if you're doing better. I still care, and I wish you did too.

you made me feel alive, and i wish we were still close as we were, but i see now that you've grown to be your own person

istg you're the prettiest girl in school. When people talk about you, you're alway referent as a heather and I know you hate it. Everyone likes you but when I tell you that, you say no it's not like that and it's cause im a libra. You can't make up your mind and i think that's so cute. I should've kissed you when I could, but now it's to late. You're eyes will always be mesmerizing just like I'll always will love you. You're everyones weak spot, but no one is yours

I swear you are the right person wrong time, so if you ever want me i will be here waiting, love you always ;)

I'm so lost without you. You have killed me, I don't know who I am anymore. Why are you fine? I'm at my wit's end. No matter what you do, I keep on loving you.

Fuck you

I like you even though i shouldn't, I want to be with you even though I shouldn't, everyone tells me you're going to hurt me, and I'm afraid that they are right

I loved you so much Sofia. Really, I did. You were so beautiful and kind, and you broke my heart. You broke my heart when I needed you. You didn't even tell me what I did and I can't even hate you for it. I'm sorry if I scared you off.

Sofia, I wish I had more words I could say to you. I'm sorry all of our conversations have to be awkward. It's my ASD.

sos una persona que aunque conoci x muy poco tiempo, se hizo muy importante para mi. esto de que en nuestras familias este tdo mal espero que no nos separe, te quiero muchisimo y extraño cada momento compartido con vos, desde las tostadas con manteca y azucar hasta las charlas mas profundas que tuvimos. gracias posta x estar ahi para cuando mas lo necesité, dandome un abrazo o una charla que me hacia posta muy bien. muchisimas gracias por este año hermoso, te quiero una banda so

u are such a bitch, i never hate anyone but sometimes i think i do hate you, fucking piece of shit.
with love, the green eyed girl who u are jealous of :)
ps: you are an liar, fake and unhappy person, it’s so sad actually. bad for u i guess

Hey, idk why we stopped talking i really loved U i am pretty sure u did too i hope u have a greaty life

I will never have the courage to say this to your face, less now that I know you like someone else, we were best friends for two years, and now that we don't even talk I realize how in love I was with you = (, all those times that I saw you with another person I felt bad, I always thought it was because you were my bff, until that day we kissed, from that moment I was seriously thinking about my feelings, I feel silly because I know I had a chance with you but my shyness I never said anything, now I just hope you are well and that the girl you like takes care of you and accepts you, because it makes me sad to see you as I was for you a long time ago

You were everything to me, however we were incompatible. I wanted to give you the world. I loved you. I looked at you in millions of ways and have loved you in each. I wanted to cherish you forever. Unfortunately that didn’t last forever, I’m sorry for not being enough, we deserve better, I hope your doing so much better without me, I promised to always be here for you, even if you want nothing to do with me. I love you Sofia. I want you. But I can’t have you. I choose yellow because you brought warmth and joy in my life, I miss you love.

hey. i wish i can tell you upfront how much you mean to me. i platonically love you, but that doesn't mean that its anymore or less. you, of all people, made me feel like a person again. it breaks my heart to see you leave but ill have to let you go and live freely. i wish i can convince you to stay but ik this is best for you. so please come back. ill be waiting. i miss you so much. thank you for making me happy.

You still ended up putting her first while I stuck through the pain of coming second. Why can’t I be your comfort?

I'm doing yellow cause I know it's your favorite color, and it couldn't be more perfect. You're like a ball of sunshine. You taught me things about happiness only someone that's truly witnessed it could. And I am so sorry I took you for granted. I let you go. I let you go and I lied to all my friends when I told them I was happier without you. I was wrong. I realize that now. Because all of the pain. All of the hurt. It came back. And I know if I could just call you. Everything would be fine. I would hear your laugh. And everything would go back to normal. I miss you fia. Never doubt that for a second.

Mep3rd0n4s? Se que por un tiempo fui muy dura contigo y ahora lloro cada noche por ese error que cometí estar con esas personas me cambio ademas de que me dañaron psicológicamente,quiero volver a ser tu amiga o algo mas quien sabe,la adolesencia es magica✨

Te amo y por eso me toca ser solo tu mejor amiga no quiero arruinar nuestra amistad y espero que seas feliz con ella, solo quería lo mejor para ti y se que tu nunca me dijiste nada sobre eso pero igual es mejor que no lo supieras

i’m sorry for everything. i left but your the only friend i’ve ever been able to trust with everything in my whole life. ik how much i hurt you even after everything you did for me. i’m so sorry.

La verdad te sigo teniendo mucho cariño. Espero volver a jugar Minecraft juntos algún día, te quiero muchísimo.
F.T.G

Hey, ik your moving soon but I wanted to thank u for everything and being like my best friend. idk what i'm going to down w/o you but i'll figure it out. yk who this is and if u find this j ask.

You know? I was really in love with you. And I hate that the time has us prohibited to be together. I usually miss you

You told me you will be always for me, but one day you just decided to left my life.
I need you more than ever. I miss my best friend.

You taught me how to love and how I don't wanna be loved. It's been a year and I still haven't forgotten you

you are so gorgeous and you sell yourself short time and time again. i just want you to be happy, and i’ll do whatever it takes for you to find yourself just as beautiful as the rest of the world does.

gracias por realmente ser el primer amor de mi vida:( haces mis días totalmente más felices y quizás algunos más tristes :( pero como
ambos dijimos ? todo lo que pasamos y pasaremos será para mejor? nos espera un gran futuro sofía victoria

gracias por realmente ser el primer amor de mi vida:( haces mis días totalmente más felices y quizás algunos más tristes :( pero como
ambos dijimos ? todo lo que pasamos y pasaremos será para mejor? nos espera un gran futuro sofía victoria

I said I liked you, you rejected me, then texted me saying you like me back hours later? I don't want my feelings being played with...

We were never together and we’re still friends but it really hurts to be in the closet while helping you get out and be proud I literally love you but sometimes I don’t and it actually hurts for some reason you are the only one who gets me sometimes and you know a lot but sometimes it’s like no one cares but you do.

i think if you had stayed i would’ve fallen in love with you. i still think about you sometimes and it fucking hurts. i wish we had stayed friends. i wish you hadn’t left. i miss you.

Te apoye en todas las decisiones y me reemplazaste tan rapido, yo se que hice daño , pero nunca fue con la intención de herirte, nunca había tenido una amiga y no sabía cómo cuidarla , me reemplazaste rápido tu tenias mas amigas pero yo no
Cuidate y te deseo lo mejor :)
Se feliz y si ellos no te aceptan que triste que no puedan amar a una gran persona

God I miss you. I really do. Your friendship meant more to me than you will ever know. I’m sorry things ended the way they did. I miss you so much

You are the reason I fell in love with being a lesbian but I know I’m not the reason you fell in love with your sexuality.

I think we could do it if we tried
If only to say, you're mine
Sofia, know that you and I
Shouldn't feel like a crime
I think we could do it if we tried
If only to say, you're mine
Sofia, know that you and I
Shouldn't feel like a crime
You know I'll do anything you ask me to
But oh my God, I think I'm in love with you
Standing here alone now, think that we can drive around
I just wanna say how I love you with your hair down
Baby, you don't got to fight, I'll be here til the end of time
Wishing that you were mine, pull you in, it's alright
I think we could do it if we tried
If only to say, you're mine
Sofia, know that you and I
Shouldn't feel like a crime
Honey, I don't want it to fade
There's things that I know could get in the way
I don't want to say goodbye
And I think that we could do it if we tried
I think we could do it if we tried
If only to say, you're mine
Sofia, know that you and I
Shouldn't feel like a crime
I think we could do it (I think we could, I think we could do it, if, if, if)
If we tried (we could, we could, you're mine)
I think we could do it (Sofia, know that you, you, you and I)
If we tried (shouldn't feel like a crime)
Sofia, know that you and I (I think we could, I think we could do it, we could, we could)
Shouldn't feel like a crime (do it, do it, you're mine) (get in the way)
Sofia, know that you and I (Sofia, know that you, you, you and I shouldn't feel)
Oh, oh (like a crime) (do it if we tried)

I was so embarrassed when you said you didn't like me back, but it made me sadder when i realized i still love you

i had a crush on you when we were younger and it’s already coming back. literally ur perfect and i missed u

Ive never loved anyone the way I love you. I never want to lose you. Id spend every second with you if I could. You're an angel.

I know you said we weren't supposed to catch feelings, but I did. Then you broke me. But for some reason I still love you.