I'm doing yellow cause I know it's your favorite color, and it couldn't be more perfect. You're like a ball of sunshine. You taught me things about happiness only someone that's truly witnessed it could. And I am so sorry I took you for granted. I let you go. I let you go and I lied to all my friends when I told them I was happier without you. I was wrong. I realize that now. Because all of the pain. All of the hurt. It came back. And I know if I could just call you. Everything would be fine. I would hear your laugh. And everything would go back to normal. I miss you fia. Never doubt that for a second.