Unsent Messages

so we're back to spilling our entire heart in the unsent project, huh? what are we? i wanna know too. i wish it were more. i can't stop thinking about you. you take up a majority of my head space and no matter how hard i try to suppress my feelings i cant. i love talking to you and spending time with you. whenever we hang up on ft i feel so empty. just being in your presence puts me at ease. i wish you understood how much i appreciate having you in my life. you care for me like nobody else and bring me so much happiness. just talking to you and hearing your voice turns a bad day into a good one. like today, before you ft us i was in such a bad slump and had no motivation to even sit through my classes, but having you on ft and just your presence made it so much easier and so much more enjoyable. if you knew how many times a day you're on my mind, you would get a literal restraining order jakdjsk. i think about you when i wake up and when i fall asleep and i just want things to work out between us somehow.