Unsent messages to SIMON
From: ABC
To: Simon
Part of the reason this all hurts so much is that you've become a stranger. You were my bestest friend ever and now it's like you hate me. I get that we're "too attached" but what's wrong with that? It breaks my heart that talking to me makes you sad because talking to you made me so happy all the time. I can't ask these to you anywhere else, so let me try here. What about me is overwhelming or upsetting? When and why did you decide to grow distant? Are you mad at me? Has this situation changed what you think of me as a person? In a perfect world, what do you want to happen in... like a month? Do you want me out of your life forever? I just want some communication. I get it if you don't want to be my friend anymore, but the least you could give me is closure. Please man. I will still walk to ends of the earth for you, just say the word.
From: ABC
To: Simon
some nights are so cold and dark & the only thing that brings me any warmth is pretending you’re still in my life...
From: ABC
To: Simon
even though you blame me for everything, i will always have a part of me that adores you and hopes you will ft me once more. but i think its my time to let go. you hurt me too much
From: ABC
To: Simon
I wanted you to like me so bad I changed my personality. Now I know you were only using me and never wanted anything more than a hu. You made me feel dirty and nasty for being anything but white. I just wanted your approval I guess. I think the wost part of it all is I know you won't ever like me for me
From: ABC
To: Simon
I never believed you when you said you loved me, and when you went back to her, i knew i was right, you never did. That’s what hurts the most.
From: ABC
To: Simon
i had a dream about you last night. i hope you dream of me. anyways...i miss you. hope you’re doing ok.
From: ABC
To: Simon
you make me feel
safe, that doesn’t sound like much, but i’m so scared of so many things, and they all don’t seem to matter when i’m in your arms.
From: ABC
To: Simon
I’ve spent very little time with you but when I first saw you in your blue jeans and black docs I knew I fell hard
From: ABC
To: Simon
sometimes i’m scared that you’ll do something and be gone. which breaks my heart but it isn’t fair since i have the same thoughts. are we good for each other like mentally? i’m not sure but i love you, i love you so much and nothing will ever change that. please don’t go though not anytime soon
From: ABC
To: Simon
i love hearing about your day, even if you did fuck all. you know i love your voice - please never stop talking and i’ll never stop listening
From: ABC
To: Simon
All I want is for someone to love me as much as I love them and I so desperately wanted that person to be you.
From: ABC
To: Simon
I can’t believe the amount of lies you told me to my face. A very small part of me hates you for that.
From: ABC
To: Simon
i used to like u. a lot. i will never remember the trip when we went thrifting :) i hope your doing. i miss you and i wish you would text me
From: ABC
To: Simon
I think about all the conversations we had all the time, I wish I did something sooner
From: ABC
To: Simon
I really like your eyes, they remind me of the photos I take
From: ABC
To: Simon
I miss how things used to be, and don’t like how they are now. Why can’t it just be us?
From: ABC
To: Simon
I don't know if you feel the same way and I hate that I'm too scared to ask.
From: ABC
To: Simon
I’m tired of only thinking about you, I wish I didn’t care so much.
From: ABC
To: Simon
you were my first everything. you joked about it being so long ago, how could you have forgotten?
From: ABC
To: Simon
maybe in another universe you realize I wasn’t trying to argue and was trying to be understood
From: ABC
To: Simon
I still can't believe the last thing you said to me... You don't have a space in your heart for me?
From: ABC
To: Simon
it doesn't make up for anything, but i still think of you when i see lilacs
From: ABC
To: Simon
I wish I meant more to you. I wish I was good enough. I wish you didn't have to question.
From: ABC
To: Simon
look at where we are, look at where we started. just hear me out, and thatd be enough.
From: ABC
To: Simon
Did you forget about me already? Because we agreed we would remember each other forever.
From: ABC
To: Simon
Every time we see each other smoking outside, I would like to tell you that I am in love with you.
From: ABC
To: Simon
I wish I didn’t like you but you’re all I think about. Even in my dreams
From: ABC
To: Simon
I miss you so much. I’m sorry for falling in love with you :(
From: ABC
To: Simon
Tell me if you feel the same for me. I already did the first step
From: ABC
To: Simon
I miss how I felt with you but I could never be with you again after what you did to me.
From: ABC
To: Simon
You'd never know how much ily. I think of you every single day, and I always will.
From: ABC
To: Simon
Wish we could've gone star gazing in your car like you promised.
From: ABC
To: Simon
I you are the most beautiful boy I’ve ever seen and I regret not telling you about it.
From: ABC
To: Simon
You are just a lost soul, i hope you find peace, you will never change simon
From: ABC
To: Simon
this isn’t going to last much longer. we’re going different places, i want to set us free.
From: ABC
To: Simon
Just so u know, I still have the valentine u gave me even when I act like I don’t care
