Unsent messages to CONNAR

I love you so much connar you'll always be my husband and my pumpkin. I don't want to lose you

i miss you. i didnt realize until too late that i loved you.

I promise you're not gonna lose me, remember I pinky promised, I'm still gonna be here for u in 30 years annoying you probably lol and pls tell me if I start acting different coz I dont want him to change me either

I know I've said this already, but I'm sorry, like with all my heart I'm so sorry, I just was so scared of losing my best friend and I understand if you do hate me for not being honest, but you'll always be my best friend no matter what happens because I pinky promised I'd always be there for you, you silly goose

I love you so much to the point where it hurts I can’t do this anymore you hurt me and don’t even realize it but I’ll always love you more than anyone and I hate that I hate the fact that I cry for you and you don’t even know I hate the fact that it’s so hard to leave you but if it were the other way you would just move on I hate the fact that I am in love with you and yet I have a hatred for you

I always wanna let you know when its raining because I know you like rain even though that sounds stupid

lol ur a loser
also pls try and talk to me about stuff I worry about you so much you dont understand >:((