Unsent messages to RUBEN
From: ABC
To: ruben
Date: November 18, 2020, 7:17 pm UTC
Though I never loved you the way you loved me, I feel like it hurt me more when we stopped talking. I want to text you everyday and tell you everything but I feel like you don't care anymore.
From: ABC
To: ruben
Date: November 18, 2020, 1:31 am UTC
our timing was off and while you’re still here, she has your heart. you’ll have my heart always. to the moon and back kiddo.
From: ABC
To: ruben
Date: November 17, 2020, 1:26 pm UTC
Espero que te este yendo bien en todo, siempre te recodarĂ© como algo muy lindo aunque ya no seas asĂ.
From: ABC
To: ruben
Date: November 16, 2020, 12:54 am UTC
i love you so much, but i just don't think you love me as much, hahaha it's complicated but i still love you, i guess..
From: ABC
To: ruben
Date: November 13, 2020, 9:01 pm UTC
i think today is the last time we'll talk for a long time and i cant tell you the million things i want to so im going to say it here. i passed my driving theory test, i got a job, my friendship group has expanded, school is hard, thinking about uni applications is even harder, i miss you so fucking much. i've wept so many tears for you. i miss your touch, i miss your voice, i miss your warmth. some nights have been so unbelievably difficult. i feel empty without you. the hole isn't filling up.
From: ABC
To: ruben
Date: November 8, 2020, 2:40 am UTC
no sabes el arrepentimiento que llevo desde ese dĂa, sĂ© que fui yo quien cometio el error, pero en el fondo, siempre esperĂ© a que me buscaras...
From: ABC
To: ruben
Date: November 7, 2020, 3:38 pm UTC
SentĂ cosas q nunca habĂa sentido.... y todo para q, para q me dejaras, sin si quiera a ver me dado un beso, sin si quiera sentir algo por mi, sinceramente no voy a decir q nunca te quise pero ahora se q no quiero a alguien como tĂş en mi vida, solo espero q algĂşn dĂa te sientas como yo me sentĂ ...
From: ABC
To: ruben
Date: October 25, 2020, 10:19 am UTC
i used to love listening to your heartbeat and holding your hand sometimes i wonder if i wasn't so broken could i have fixed you ? guess we'll never know .
From: ABC
To: ruben
Date: October 22, 2020, 5:37 pm UTC
i miss you so much. i miss waking up to your name on my phone, i miss the flip in my stomach when i saw that you'd messaged me, i miss hearing your voice and seeing your beautiful face, i miss that moment when i see you again at the station, i miss your arms around me, i miss everything about you. but that's it. i just miss you.
From: ABC
To: ruben
Date: October 2, 2020, 10:32 am UTC
You will always be in my mind. Even if we are miles apart and that we no longer talk, you will always hold a special place in my heart. Take care of you and be safe. A part of my heart will always be available for you
From: ABC
To: ruben
Date: October 1, 2020, 3:04 pm UTC
I was so lucky to have my best friend and my love in one person. Your arms were my favourite place in the world. Thank you for loving me in the way you did.
goodnight rub
From: ABC
To: ruben
Date: October 1, 2020, 2:34 pm UTC
Sometimes life is unfair. If we would have met before and fallen in love. I could kiss, hug, and spend every time with my soulmate. You made me believe that loving someone forever and always.I will love you until the day I die, gheesos
From: ABC
To: ruben
Date: September 29, 2020, 5:20 am UTC
you’re the one i want forever and forever. you made me love myself but it’s hard because maybe you are the person to not express how you feel so then it tears me down. i love you so so much. i don’t wanna get hurt but something is telling me i will. You are the best ever! i love you handsome.
From: ABC
To: ruben
Date: September 15, 2020, 2:58 pm UTC
I wish I couild see you more. I feel like I mess things up constantly between us, I'm sorry for me being a mess.
From: ABC
To: ruben
Date: September 8, 2020, 11:56 am UTC
i'm really sorry for what i made you go through. i didn't understand your pain, but now i do. you still feel like home. i still love you. i miss you. please come back.
From: ABC
To: ruben
Date: September 7, 2020, 10:59 am UTC
I’m sorry I always question your love for me I no you love me I just can’t help questioning it because my biggest fear is loosing you and having to live with out you I don’t think I can ever live without you, you have saved my life I was ready to leave I was so deppressed ever since you came into my life I have been genuinely happy for the first time in years ❤️
