i think today is the last time we'll talk for a long time and i cant tell you the million things i want to so im going to say it here. i passed my driving theory test, i got a job, my friendship group has expanded, school is hard, thinking about uni applications is even harder, i miss you so fucking much. i've wept so many tears for you. i miss your touch, i miss your voice, i miss your warmth. some nights have been so unbelievably difficult. i feel empty without you. the hole isn't filling up.