Unsent messages to RIVER
From: ABC
To: River
Date: October 21, 2023, 5:00 am UTC
thank u for the good times, i wish u the best riv. nothing but the best
From: ABC
To: River
Date: October 16, 2023, 2:57 am UTC
I'm sorry we never made it to Italy.
From: ABC
To: River
Date: October 13, 2023, 8:59 pm UTC
I miss you, but I know things have changed too much to go back to how it was
From: ABC
To: River
Date: October 12, 2023, 11:25 pm UTC
you make me a better person. i love you so much for that.
From: ABC
To: River
Date: October 12, 2023, 4:51 am UTC
at this point, i’m over you.i don’t care for my lover anymore. though i do miss my friend sometimes
From: ABC
To: River
Date: October 11, 2023, 9:06 am UTC
u move on so fast, did u ever truly love anyone u was with?
From: ABC
To: River
Date: October 10, 2023, 5:52 am UTC
I would give anything to see you alive again I have or heaven makes you happy
From: ABC
To: River
Date: October 9, 2023, 1:09 pm UTC
I ran away in fear. I’m not scared anymore. I love you, and I’m sorry.
From: ABC
To: River
Date: October 1, 2023, 1:57 am UTC
I love you like a dog loves its owner, it's never enough for me.
From: ABC
To: River
Date: September 30, 2023, 8:07 pm UTC
if you don’t want me, you know what i’ll do. please keep the promise you made
From: ABC
To: River
Date: September 30, 2023, 7:46 pm UTC
after all that history and we’re done? i don’t think so. we needed a break. that’s all.
From: ABC
To: River
Date: September 30, 2023, 7:39 pm UTC
i’m holding out hope that we will be together again.
From: ABC
To: River
Date: September 20, 2023, 1:55 pm UTC
The flirting isn't a joke I wanna be with you
From: ABC
To: River
Date: September 11, 2023, 8:21 pm UTC
You are the best thing that ever happened to me
From: ABC
To: River
Date: August 23, 2023, 7:19 am UTC
I don’t think I can ever stop loving you.
From: ABC
To: River
Date: August 23, 2023, 5:02 am UTC
jus love me back, don’t make me beg please
From: ABC
To: River
Date: August 10, 2023, 3:16 pm UTC
I'm sorry for hurting u, u always deserved better anyway<3
From: ABC
To: River
Date: August 9, 2023, 6:46 am UTC
I'm sorry it went the way it did. I hope you're doing well
From: ABC
To: River
Date: August 6, 2023, 11:06 pm UTC
you’re the love of my life. im going to miss you every day.
From: ABC
To: River
Date: August 6, 2023, 9:23 am UTC
I love you more than the moon sunshine girl<3
From: ABC
To: River
Date: August 2, 2023, 10:38 pm UTC
I wish we could make tea together as more than friends.
From: ABC
To: River
Date: July 19, 2023, 4:45 pm UTC
i miss you, i cant believe i lost you again.
From: ABC
To: River
Date: July 18, 2023, 5:54 pm UTC
If I could spend every waking hour with you, I would.
From: ABC
To: River
Date: July 18, 2023, 1:45 am UTC
i like you a lot. i always wonder if you’ve ever realised
From: ABC
To: River
Date: January 13, 2021, 3:33 am UTC
i have never wanted someone’s attention the way i want yours. i’m tired of begging, of pleading, of being kind to you when i’m not even being granted a text back. i’ll still look at the moon and hope you’re looking at it too.
From: ABC
To: River
Date: January 3, 2021, 8:25 pm UTC
it's now 2021. too much time has past since we were whatever we were. i let go of my claim on you- you're happy with her, i know she makes you happy. don't forget i existed okay? okay.
From: ABC
To: River
Date: January 3, 2021, 4:42 am UTC
i love you so much, it's crazy TBH. you make me so happy and im so lucky to have you! i want to spend the rest of my life with you, no matter what. again, i love you so so much. p.s. you're the most beautiful person i've ever seen, and i'm not just saying that :D!!
From: ABC
To: River
Date: December 31, 2020, 10:36 pm UTC
i’m shouldn’t b apologizing but i am and i’m sorry we ended the year in bad terms i love you but we’re not good for eachother
From: ABC
To: River
Date: December 30, 2020, 9:27 am UTC
I always think of the time you wanted to take me to see christmas lights...I was busy being loyal to a guy I didn’t even love.
From: ABC
To: River
Date: December 21, 2020, 12:27 pm UTC
you are my everything. really, truly. i wish i could ease things up for you a bit. i wish a lot of things. but i want you to know how much i love you and want you to be happy. more than anything, i love you.
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From: ABC
To: River
Date: December 13, 2020, 1:59 am UTC
what the fuck. i hate that im back here. but my head is just overflowing with questions. i know you'll never see this, but for some reason i still hope that you'll come back and at least explain to me why you left. why you lied to me. i really thought you loved me. you're the reason i have trust issues. you're the reason i hate myself and why i wonder why I'm never good enough. because of you I'm hurting others. but i don't hate you. i could never. and i hate that I'm even writing this. i want to say you're a piece of shit but you're not. but until i get an explanation, you're a piece of shit, river. i loved you. and i hate that i told you i did and i hate that i let myself get hurt by you.
From: ABC
To: River
Date: December 2, 2020, 4:13 am UTC
you meant the world to me, and you threw me away like i was nothing. im sorry for wasting your time and that i wasnt enough for you.
From: ABC
To: River
Date: November 18, 2020, 8:59 am UTC
hi ahaha I’ve kind of liked you for a while and idk I just don’t know how to tell you because we are so close and I don’t want to fuck everything up and you like one of my close friends and I can’t do that to them but you just make me feel so happy and I just want to spend all day with you because we have the most genuine convos and I love seeing your eyes crinkle up when you smile and when you shout HI LUCY when I see you or when you joke around when you message me it makes me so happy and when you got angry and stopped talking to me I was so upset I had nobody I could tell all the random things I needed out of my system. you have calmed me down when I have panic attacks or when I don’t want to me alive anymore (but you didn’t know that) you have always been there for me and I hope you could say the same for me (ur fav colour btw)
From: ABC
To: River
Date: October 29, 2020, 6:42 pm UTC
i love you for being with me. i hate you for breaking my heart. i wish we could go back to being friends
From: ABC
To: River
Date: October 5, 2020, 11:47 am UTC
hey bubs, ik youll never read this but i need you to know how much i love you. you make me so happy, but its never going to happen. you dont love me like this. thank you for everything bubs :)
From: ABC
To: River
Date: October 5, 2020, 11:45 am UTC
hey bubs, ik youll never read this but i need you to know how much i love you. you make me so happy, but its never going to happen. you dont love me like this. thanm you for everything bubs :)
From: ABC
To: River
Date: October 3, 2020, 2:07 pm UTC
I wanted it to last forever you didn’t and that’s fine I just wish I could have stopped myself from saying what I said
From: ABC
To: River
Date: October 3, 2020, 2:03 pm UTC
I’m really sorry I wanted to be with you forever but I understand you didn’t want that I can see you falling out of love and there’s nothing I can do about it
From: ABC
To: River
Date: September 30, 2020, 4:00 am UTC
you literally don’t care about me at all. and wouldn’t care if you never saw me again. idk why you have my heart
