From: ABC
To: Bel
I’ve never been able to really say to you how much I love you and maybe I never will but I just wish you knew and wish I told you a long time ago
From: ABC
To: Bel
i think youve realised everytime i put lip balm on im thinking about kissing you. when i hold your hand i feel like if you let go my world will fall apart. its crazy, everytime we are just walking beside each other my mind is screaming to kiss you. you make my heart, bel. i hope you know i forgive you.
From: ABC
To: Bel
I’m sorry that you feel like I don’t love you. I don’t know how else to show it to you. I send you paragraphs to wake up to. I tell you all the time that I love you just out of the blue. I ask you lots of questions all the time because I need reassurance that YOU love ME because I’m overthinking. I constantly have to remind myself that the reason you don’t give me enough reassurance is because your mental health isn’t there and you’re focusing on yourself and your well-being. I feel like deep down you love me but right now it seems like you aren’t able to show it to me in our somewhat long distance relationship. Sometimes I feel like it would be best for both of our health to go on a break but I don’t want to at the same time. When we are together to me it feels amazing but the time in between is so hard. I really don’t know what to do :(
From: ABC
To: Bel
are you the breath of my song? i’m reading phantom of the opera! hby?
From: ABC
To: Bel
I'll always lym .
You're my first love and i would hope the last , aswell . <3
From: ABC
To: Bel
You werent a rebound or replacement.I shouldn’t have brought it up.Im sorry I made you feel that way
From: ABC
To: Bel
I think of you a lot, I hope you are doing so well. I want to see your art.
Miss you, & I’m sorry.
From: ABC
To: Bel
I have nightmares every night of you leaving again. Sorry that I let you go, I regret it.
From: ABC
To: Bel
Honestly I am so jealous of you! I don’t call as much because I don’t wanna bring you down…
From: ABC
To: Bel
I wish we came back from that stupid stupid fight in your Beetle. I still miss you.
From: ABC
To: Bel
wishing you the best in life now, even if i don’t care for you anymore. forever and always.
From: ABC
To: Bel
in another universe we are going through life together but in this one i’ll just miss you