Unsent messages to KIRBY

i still think of you when i hear our favorite songs.

here's a secret , you're my favorite

the what if will forever haunt me. always friends first but you & i both know it’s more.

i hope the spark is still alive

i really like you but i’m scared that there’s someone else…

I love you and it’s taking over every part of me

its me. im sorry it ended like that. i just want to hear ur voice again.

youre hurting me..

even tho we didn’t work out, i still thought you were a good person. why would you do that to her?

I'm sorry I couldn't keep my promise. You will always have a place in my heart, no matter what.

You're so pretty and cute. ily

dude your my bsf ilysm! i doubt youll ever see this but if u do just know ill always be here for you

i wish we worked out, but i’ll always be proud of you forever & always, even if we don’t talk

It's not me, I won't ever look back.

I will always be there for you, my love. Always.

i don't think i can ever love someone to its full extent bcs u still hold a part of it.

thank you for healing me. i wish i gave you the love and care you deserved before it was too late.

i’d come
back if you’d just call

i hope you know you are loved always.

sorry and i hope you will find the one for you, live a better life

nothing loves me like you do. i will never spurn you. see my heart beating on the table for you

u seem happy with her. good for u

i love you always

sorry for being a burden

You’re going to see what I said and know exactly who I am. And I’m trying to be okay with that. I just want you to know that it doesn’t have to change anything. We can talk about it if you want but please don’t feel pressured to do anything. You’re one of my best friends in the whole world and I would love to keep it that way. I just ask that you don’t treat me differently after this. Not that I think you would but you can never really know how someone’s going to react. I have the greatest respect for you and I don’t want to make things uncomfortable. You can pretend this never happened if you want and I’ll be able to live with that. Because you are my friend before anything else and THAT relationship is the most important thing.
I hope you had a good shift and I guess I’ll talk to you later

Where do I even begin? Out of everyone, I’ve known you the longest. And I’ve been drawn to you since the beginning. Since honors bio where you bet that you’d beat me and be valedictorian. Unfortunately, neither of us are going to win that bet but that’s okay. I’ve gained something far greater from this experience than a stupid rank. I’ve gained a friend. A friend who I can trust with my issues, who won’t judge me for being vulnerable. A friend who’ll resort to violence if it meant protecting me from flying fists at DQ. A friend who’d braid my hair during newspaper because why the hell not. A friend who never fails to make me laugh. A friend who understands the way I think and feel about different aspects of life. A friend who I’m falling for. To be completely honest, I’ve had feelings for you on and off since we first met. The more time I spent around you, the more I came to appreciate you. The more time we spent apart, the more I thought I was never going to have a chance. And now, you’ve become one of the most prevalent people in my life. I couldn’t help but grow to love you. I could sit here for ages and recall the many many times you’ve made me happy. You make my days brighter without trying and I can only hope I bring some of that same light into your life. You don’t need to feel the same about me (though I’d be absolutely thrilled if you did). I just hope you know how much I genuinely care about you. How often I think about you and hope you’re doing well. I love you Kirby and I pray the relationship we have lasts for a very long time.

i consider you one of my best friends, and i'm simply hoping it's mutual. i love you so much and you always make me laugh. i love when we have an inside joke and get to laugh together. thank you for simply being you. love you lots