Unsent messages to RICKY

i really love u, i wanna be more then friends but i don’t know if u want the same. u brighten my day and make me feel like the happiest girl in the world. we share so many things alike and u know too. i felt connected to u ever since we first met, which is why i stayed away from u. i think ur my soulmate and i love it, but i don’t know how u feel. i feel connected to u on another level that it’s insane.

I hope that one day we can reunite. You treat me like shit despite all of the things I would do for you. I still love you and I always will. Never forget me.

you can affect me in ways no one else has been able to. i want to meet you, touch you and tell you how much you mean to me. but i can’t. whenever we get closer i ghost and i’m sorry. i’m just scared. don’t forget me

I wish I knew this would have happened. I should have held you closer. Please come back to me. I love you more than I love myself.

You were never really there for me and although I wasn’t the best girlfriend, you hurt me a lot. You were constantly gaslighting me and making me feel bad but I don’t care anymore I’m doing better and I hope you are too. We just weren’t meant to be. You damaged me but he fixed me and It’s all in the past. May you have a good life and find the right one.

Hey I miss you I hope your doing well I look at our pictures and listen to future I really wish you would’ve told me you didn’t love me sooner. I really hope your happy with her. I hope she makes you smile how you used to I hope she brought the light back into your eyes I know we we’re both toxic for each other but I wish you realized I was toxic after you cheated I wasn’t before that you made me feel worthless and you invalidated my feelings you mad me feel so little and you told your friends you hated me yet would turn and say I love you I wish you would’ve been honest with me I killed myself lost myself killed my own happiness to try and make you so happy I broke myself in hopes to bring you back from that dark Place little did I know I was going into the dark place and you didn’t try and help me you left me and didn’t tell me why other than you didn’t love me and for me to find out days later why you didn’t 3 yrs of my life I can’t get back an unborn child and you threw it all away and couldn’t even tell me why you sat in my car and watched my heart shatter and you watched everything in me get stabbed and you looked at me and all you said was Sorry for 2 hrs I begged you to stay and all you said was sorry and then got up and left like you didn’t just leave me to be in pain I hope you are happy with her and that you are finally happy sorry that I broke myself for someone who didn’t actually want me

i really miss you. i wish we would’ve tried to work things out. i think about you everyday. everything reminds me of you. i hope one day we found our way back to each other.

te amoo y no puedo dejar de pensar en ti eres lo mejor que me ha pasado, me has alegrado mis días desde que te conocí

I wish you knew how bad it hurts to look at you now. Your smile no longer brings me happiness, but instead pain.

I just don’t like you, and you have to except that... you need to stop expecting so many chances i hope you learn something from me. just please let me go.

•I’m sorry I wasn’t enough for you. I hope you and her both nothing but the best. I’m sorry if you think I’m ignoring you every time you call or text I’m just trying to keep my distance I feel like I’m a bother to you.
• I wished nothing but the best for you and this is what you did? It’s really sad how we ended up but I guess if we are meant to be you will come around. I need to get over you Ricky but I don’t know how. It’s sucks that you don’t want me. I would do anything for you bro. Sucks that I don’t get that same energy back with you. Wish you nothing but the best papas bye.