Unsent messages to RICKY
From: ABC
To: Ricky
Date: July 2, 2024, 7:09 am UTC
Been months since I’ve thought of you, I think I’m finally healing
From: ABC
To: Ricky
Date: June 22, 2024, 1:13 am UTC
i love you with every single breath i take
From: ABC
To: Ricky
Date: June 17, 2024, 3:55 pm UTC
You don’t even know how close you are to me even if I’m not close to you
From: ABC
To: Ricky
Date: June 16, 2024, 3:57 am UTC
You’ll always be the greatest love of my life, I miss you every day. Fanta blue forever.
From: ABC
To: Ricky
Date: June 15, 2024, 12:50 am UTC
I don’t know why I am so drawn to you…
From: ABC
To: Ricky
Date: June 12, 2024, 2:05 am UTC
you destroyed me, even after all this time it hurts. im so scared ill never love again. its too much
From: ABC
To: Ricky
Date: May 29, 2024, 6:03 pm UTC
You broke my heart and I don’t think you ever wanted me. I love you.
From: ABC
To: Ricky
Date: May 23, 2024, 4:03 am UTC
I wonder if I ever cross your mind old friend of mine. Wonder what happened…
From: ABC
To: Ricky
Date: May 16, 2024, 6:06 am UTC
I love you so much and it hurts me,but I still love and I'll always do.
From: ABC
To: Ricky
Date: May 15, 2024, 4:26 pm UTC
I know you'll be a great architect soon :))
From: ABC
To: Ricky
Date: May 10, 2024, 7:46 pm UTC
our bond is something ill never forget. i loved you like a brother.
From: ABC
To: Ricky
Date: April 25, 2024, 6:33 am UTC
You're my rainbow gel pen in a sea of blue + black writing utensils. I love you, friend of mine.
From: ABC
To: Ricky
Date: March 8, 2024, 10:23 pm UTC
Maybe one day, this life or the next, we will meet again like we promised:3
From: ABC
To: Ricky
Date: February 23, 2024, 4:51 pm UTC
It has a lower chance you would read this but, I just wanted you to know that I wrote about you. :)
From: ABC
To: Ricky
Date: February 15, 2024, 9:34 pm UTC
I wish i was truly yours. i love you more. i’m always looking out for you
From: ABC
To: Ricky
Date: February 7, 2024, 9:41 pm UTC
you have brought me more happiness than you think you do
From: ABC
To: Ricky
Date: January 29, 2024, 1:45 am UTC
thank you for showing me what real love looks like, i love you so much and i never want to lose you
From: ABC
To: Ricky
Date: January 12, 2024, 11:56 am UTC
i hope you realize that i would have gone to the abyss to be with you.
From: ABC
To: Ricky
Date: January 10, 2024, 3:35 pm UTC
i love you so so so much you deserve the world
From: ABC
To: Ricky
Date: January 4, 2024, 8:02 pm UTC
I know I'm in a toxic relationship with you but every day I hope we go back to what we were :(
From: ABC
To: Ricky
Date: December 19, 2023, 8:37 am UTC
even when i sleep i still see you, i miss you so much.
From: ABC
To: Ricky
Date: November 12, 2023, 3:44 pm UTC
it's too early to say it, but i love you
From: ABC
To: Ricky
Date: November 2, 2023, 2:08 am UTC
The only closure I can give you is that life goes on. I won’t miss you the way I once did.
From: ABC
To: Ricky
Date: October 9, 2023, 5:25 am UTC
We were just kids, but we really did love each other. I’ll always adore you.
From: ABC
To: Ricky
Date: October 5, 2023, 7:48 pm UTC
Your the last person I’ll love, because you completely broke me…
From: ABC
To: Ricky
Date: September 25, 2023, 2:54 am UTC
this feels like the start of something beautiful :)
From: ABC
To: Ricky
Date: September 20, 2023, 2:39 pm UTC
2 years ago, today. i hope it was worth all the pain you caused me.
From: ABC
To: Ricky
Date: September 1, 2023, 8:51 pm UTC
hope you’re well and hope you know i’m not angry anymore
From: ABC
To: Ricky
Date: August 4, 2023, 9:14 pm UTC
do you think about me as much as I think about you?
From: ABC
To: Ricky
Date: July 29, 2023, 6:23 am UTC
i wish u could experience life the same way i do
From: ABC
To: Ricky
Date: July 23, 2023, 10:54 pm UTC
ur the sweetest lover <333 i miss you everyday
From: ABC
To: Ricky
Date: July 21, 2023, 11:51 pm UTC
Thank you for loving me, I’m sorry for hurting you
From: ABC
To: Ricky
Date: January 12, 2021, 6:31 am UTC
i hate that thinking about you still makes me feel scared and that i will never shake off the insecurities you left. i genuinely hope i never see you again bc somehow i know you'll still be the same.
From: ABC
To: Ricky
Date: January 8, 2021, 5:42 pm UTC
You broke me. You made me feel so loved and then you broke me just like that. You made me feel like the most important person in your life. You made me feel like I had a purpose. I still regret that day. I said no. I said no so many times and yet I still did it. You made me feel like if I didn't I would lose you. And then you told everyone. And just like that everyone knew. They all taunted me, even the older kids. I thought about killing myself. I blamed myself. I was 12 and you made me want to end everything. And you got out no strings attached. That should not have happened and I just want to give my 12 year old self a hug and tell her its going to be ok because that broke me. YOU are the reason I cant stand up for myself anywhere. YOU are the reason for my trust issues. YOU are the reason I hate myself so much. But you have no idea. No one does, not even my friends. They still make fun of me for it, years later. Every time they do a chip of my soul gets broke off. I hate you for that.
From: ABC
To: Ricky
Date: January 8, 2021, 8:15 am UTC
you are absolutely horrible for me and my mental health. i wish you could just understand my points of view. im not sensitive, you’re just a dick. i thought you were different, and whatever we had would last a long time but you ruined it. i wish you the best, i promise. i wonder how you’re doing now. it’s been months. i still think about you from time to time. thank you for being my friend for that long. but fuck you.
From: ABC
To: Ricky
Date: January 7, 2021, 1:27 am UTC
• You are the absolute love of my life. I’m sitting here watching you play video games and I never knew I could adore somebody as much as I adore you. Thank you for making me enjoy the little things in life, like relaxing on a week night side by side.
From: ABC
To: Ricky
Date: January 3, 2021, 3:36 pm UTC
You meant everything to me, you still do. I would have done anything to make you happy. You make me so fucking happy, seeing your face or even a text from you. Hearing your voice, it all makes me happy. I wish you nothing but happiness but it breaks me knowing that I can never be that for you. You will never be happy with me. I understand why, because I would be emarrassed to be around me as well. I wish you would see me the way I see you but I guess not.
From: ABC
To: Ricky
Date: January 3, 2021, 5:35 am UTC
i wasted so much time on you. i put all my effort into our relationship when you did nothing. you only gave a shit when you wanted something from me.
