From: ABC
To: Ricky
Date: November 19, 2020, 7:32 am
Hey I miss you I hope your doing well I look at our pictures and listen to future I really wish you would’ve told me you didn’t love me sooner. I really hope your happy with her. I hope she makes you smile how you used to I hope she brought the light back into your eyes I know we we’re both toxic for each other but I wish you realized I was toxic after you cheated I wasn’t before that you made me feel worthless and you invalidated my feelings you mad me feel so little and you told your friends you hated me yet would turn and say I love you I wish you would’ve been honest with me I killed myself lost myself killed my own happiness to try and make you so happy I broke myself in hopes to bring you back from that dark Place little did I know I was going into the dark place and you didn’t try and help me you left me and didn’t tell me why other than you didn’t love me and for me to find out days later why you didn’t 3 yrs of my life I can’t get back an unborn child and you threw it all away and couldn’t even tell me why you sat in my car and watched my heart shatter and you watched everything in me get stabbed and you looked at me and all you said was Sorry for 2 hrs I begged you to stay and all you said was sorry and then got up and left like you didn’t just leave me to be in pain I hope you are happy with her and that you are finally happy sorry that I broke myself for someone who didn’t actually want me