From: ABC
To: Ricky
Date: January 8, 2021, 5:42 pm
You broke me. You made me feel so loved and then you broke me just like that. You made me feel like the most important person in your life. You made me feel like I had a purpose. I still regret that day. I said no. I said no so many times and yet I still did it. You made me feel like if I didn't I would lose you. And then you told everyone. And just like that everyone knew. They all taunted me, even the older kids. I thought about killing myself. I blamed myself. I was 12 and you made me want to end everything. And you got out no strings attached. That should not have happened and I just want to give my 12 year old self a hug and tell her its going to be ok because that broke me. YOU are the reason I cant stand up for myself anywhere. YOU are the reason for my trust issues. YOU are the reason I hate myself so much. But you have no idea. No one does, not even my friends. They still make fun of me for it, years later. Every time they do a chip of my soul gets broke off. I hate you for that.