Unsent messages to PRESTON

My goose
You have taugh me how to love and shown me love deeper than I think I may ever find. You have given me so much laughter and happiness in our relationship, I know I would not be the same person without you. If we do not wind up together that will not doubt that you and I are soulmates. I love you with all of me and no matter what happens I will always love you. Mwah your bumbo

who would've thought right after posting that other one you were gonna leave. at least I didn't fuck things up, but I really wish things weren't like this. I hope u come back but ik you won't :/ forever and always, p

I hated the nickname mads until it was you saying it. I really hope I don't fuck this up, ur everything ive ever needed. thank u for showing me everyday how it feels to be loved

You hurt me worse than anyone has ever hurt me before. But I forgive you. I don’t love you, but I forgive you.

You hurt me deeper than probably anyone has ever hurt me but after everything that’s happened, I forgive you. I don’t love you, but I forgive you.

hey preston, i know this is weird but idc. i didnt really realise i loved/love you until i lost you. you were perfect, now we are nothing you have another lover. now your mean to me, we are at different schools but our story was legendary.

you look at me as your sisters friends but i look at you as the guy i want to be a cute pinterest couple with.i love you.

ya know i really thought you were the best thing that happened to me. you had my back on everything, then i found out you supported trump... and as a bi bi-racial girl that was a phat no :) i still miss you tho and yes ik thats dumb.

lemme just say that ur a F I N E looking guy and i respect that and i remember back in fifth grade we’d never talked to one another before but i thought u were so cute so when we played capture the chicken (like capture the football but with rubber chickens instead of footballs) i would always try to get you out from stealing my teams chickens but u were always to fast and i swear to god u did the same to me like it was mutual but now we haven’t seen each other for so long and i’m not sure u remember my name anymore.

You were a crush, and now you're one of my closest friends. Thanks for dealing with me and everything honestly.

i wish that you would see me how i see you, but i know thats just not possible. ill forever care about you. i love you

it was so unfair of you to tell me you loved me, then proceed to cheat on me the next night. but tell me it hurt you too bad too see me with someone else.

preston ive fallen hard for you.so very very hard for you and your my dream boy please oh please like me back.

I'm sorry I never got the courage to tell you how I really felt, I know that for a bit you felt the same but I know now all you wanted from me was for someone to date, I miss you more than anything now and I have never felt the same after the argument I'm sorry Preston, I truly am.

You were my first illusion you made me believe I could be enough but then you left just like everybody else.

my life would be so much different if you never left. but it would be even more different if we never met.

I miss you.
I wish we where together now.
I've grown so much as a person. Why'd you leave me for her.

Hearing your voice today brought me to tears. I’m sorry you’re going through so much. I wish I could be there for you even though I know that’s not what you want. I really miss you, and everywhere I go something reminds me of you. You never leave my mind and I’m don’t think you ever will. I wanted to give you the whole fucking world but it still wasn’t enough. I’m sorry I was so shy. I’ve been working on that. I hope you would be proud of me for that. You changed my life forever, and I just wish you were back in it. I wish I could spend my time with you. I know you have a lot of time since you quit your job, but I know it’s hard for you to find motivation for much right now. Anyway if you see this I hope you’re doing good. Maybe consider calling me even if I can’t be anything more than a friend. I just want to be there:(