Unsent messages to PRESTON
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: January 19, 2024, 8:50 pm UTC
Thank you for waiting for me. Now we can focus on forever <3
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: November 14, 2023, 3:48 am UTC
You're my best friend but I think I may love you. I want to talk to you forever.
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: November 13, 2023, 6:46 am UTC
I will love you until my last breath.
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: November 12, 2023, 5:50 pm UTC
you were my first love, i think apart of me will always love you lol
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: November 12, 2023, 6:25 am UTC
you aren't the reason i started smoking. i hope you know that.
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: November 9, 2023, 10:50 pm UTC
I watched you fall out of love with me and that hurts worse than seeing you with someone else
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: November 5, 2023, 11:36 pm UTC
I hate the way I
don't hate you Not even close Not even a little bit
Not even at all
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: November 2, 2023, 11:06 pm UTC
I still hope we cross paths daily
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: October 27, 2023, 7:09 am UTC
why did you have to make me feel so unlovable
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: October 23, 2023, 5:45 am UTC
i hope you're having fun in boston, i miss you
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: October 21, 2023, 2:42 am UTC
I hope you’re doing good and taking care of yourself. I still worry although I shouldn’t.
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: October 18, 2023, 10:19 pm UTC
i’ll never find our love again.
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: October 18, 2023, 12:53 pm UTC
I hope she’s able to be everything I couldn’t. I always knew this was how it would play out.
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: October 16, 2023, 11:18 pm UTC
i was always the one who apologized, but do you ever feel sorry?
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: October 16, 2023, 9:12 pm UTC
Theses something I can’t let go of.. u r in almost every dream I have
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: October 12, 2023, 9:00 pm UTC
i still think about you. i find myself searching for you. im sorry we couldnt work out.
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: September 19, 2023, 6:48 pm UTC
i cannot explain the feeling i feel with you
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: September 11, 2023, 5:45 am UTC
i love you so much please don’t leave me
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: September 5, 2023, 2:32 am UTC
we both know something was there. i wish we didn’t run from it. i’m sorry i was to scared.
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: September 5, 2023, 12:24 am UTC
i wonder if your favorite color is still purple
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: September 4, 2023, 6:32 am UTC
You left me for her. You didn’t love me in the end and you lied about it. I shouldn’t have trusted u
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: September 4, 2023, 1:51 am UTC
I didn’t tell you this yet but I love you
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: August 6, 2023, 8:14 pm UTC
you waited for me so now i’m gonna wait for you.
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: August 5, 2023, 2:29 am UTC
Hey stink I will always love you no matter what
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: July 27, 2023, 6:57 am UTC
You were my first love & I still pray for you. Always will.
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: July 22, 2023, 3:26 am UTC
you where my first love. and u broke me.
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: July 16, 2023, 9:02 pm UTC
i wish you understood how bad you hurt me.
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: July 16, 2023, 9:01 pm UTC
come home someday, i miss my bestfriend.
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: July 12, 2023, 10:45 pm UTC
There’s still something here. Can you feel it too?
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: January 19, 2021, 2:22 am UTC
this is the last update im going to do. i gave myself 4 days to cry it out and now i gotta move on. i love you with everything i have, but you don’t love me and i need to accept that. i miss you more than anything and i wish we could’ve gotten the timing right. i’m always here beautiful boy, i lub you.
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: January 18, 2021, 6:39 am UTC
it’s day 3 without you, today wasn’t too bad. i went on a walk in shorts and shark shoes while it snowed. i only cried a little bit today. my parents found out i relapsed and they went crazy. my dad went ballistic and started saying he was gonna take away my phone and make me change my room and all of that. they both got so angry at me. that’s when i reallyyyyy missed you because i know you could’ve made me feel better. you’re the only one who can make me feel better. i love you and i miss you more and more everyday.
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: January 18, 2021, 12:59 am UTC
I used to like u but I think it was pretty obvious haha :,) would u wanna hang out sometime, as friends?
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: January 17, 2021, 4:05 am UTC
today was the second day without you, i woke up at 3 pm and immediately you came to my mind. i got up and got to the stairs and broke down crying. today we had to tell my grandparents about what happened and my grandma was so upset, she saw me come in and gave me a huge hug and said some sweet things. i held back tears the entire night because i couldn’t stop thinking about you and about us and everything that happened. i miss you so much it feels like you’ve been gone for so long but it’s only been 48 hours. i’ve never felt this way before. i lub you forever beautiful boy.
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: January 15, 2021, 6:40 am UTC
i miss you so much. please come back preston, i promise i’ll be better. i lub you forever my beautiful boy
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: January 9, 2021, 10:32 pm UTC
I can’t stand you anymore. You ruined my family. I hate you, but for some reason I still think about you.
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: January 4, 2021, 3:49 am UTC
i hope you know how badly you hurt me. yet i longed for you for some odd reason, and sometimes i find myself, in the same position i was in months ago. waiting. even though i dislike you, i cant bring myself to hate you.
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: January 3, 2021, 6:05 am UTC
You keep giving me hope you’ll come back. Please, my heart can’t take this anymore just tell me if you want me or not. Make your move. Please.
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: January 1, 2021, 6:55 am UTC
i love you. you dont know it, and it sucks. it hurt when you said you couldnt vc with me for new years. i cried for an hour straight. i never told you though, you were playing with ethan. i always wanna tell you how i feel but i cant. i cant handle rejections.
if you see this, please snap me and just tell me you like me. you make me feel happy. you make me feel like someone. my moms so toxic and you dont know it. but you still make me happy without even knowing what happens in my household. you make me feel like i actually matter. i havent cut since i met you. over dramatic and cringy, ik. but its the truth. youre perfect for me. i like our matching fits btw. whenever i play a game it reminds me of you. also, youre always on my mind. i cant last literally 5 minutes without thinking ab you. me daydreaming about you makes me smile. ive never done that before. you were the first boy i cried over, you were the first boy i fell really deeply in love with. your personality, your voice, your everything. youre perfect preston. you mean the world to me. keep sending me memes everyday. let me wake up to a meme and lets have 4 hour convos everyday like we did before. i miss it. im never annoyed at you,
ill never be. you overthink ab things that arent true. im not gonna stop talking to you because your friend said the n word. im not annoyed at all the memes you send me randomly. i love it, keep sending them. send me one every hour so i know you think ab me all the time. i want you to look at something and think of me and a memory we had with whatever you looked at. i wanna tell you all of this, but im scared youll reject me and just say “oh i dont like you like that, sorry” like it took me so much time and effort to write this and you give me a 7 word sentence. like no please. you ask me out babes?. im tearing up from this please. anyways, i hope you see this but i hope you dont at the same time.
PLEASEEEEE
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: December 25, 2020, 11:40 pm UTC
you hurt me and acted like it was nothing i hope you know that i love you despite it all but fuck you
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: December 18, 2020, 6:08 am UTC
hi, i miss u. i wish things were different. in a different universe maybe we worked out. i pretend idc about u anymore to keep my pride. i could never tell u how much i love u cause of the amount of pride i have. i don’t know when i’ll get over you. i hope it’s soon. plz be safe. i’ll keep writing to u here. ull probably never see these. but that’s ok. u made me see things differently. but ykw? f u. u broke my heart and cause of that i won’t ever tell u how i feel.
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: December 18, 2020, 3:03 am UTC
I can't believe I allowed someone like you to have so much power over my life. I don't wish you the best because I'd be lying, but I do hope that you get what you deserve after treating me poorly, I think I'm more upset with myself for allowing you to treat me that way for so long.
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: December 13, 2020, 8:46 am UTC
good morning sleeping beauty, idk if your awake at this time cuz you're probably horsed from all the party you've been going to lately ahaha, but I just wanted to say that even tho we haven't met in real life, I want to say thank you for making me feel things that I thought I could never feel and yess think of you every day and night man I wanna text you but we both know I can't .
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: December 8, 2020, 4:14 am UTC
even if we’re so different, i’ll always have some love for you. you might not have been my first love but it felt the realest. i’ll always be cheering for you- even if u don’t know it. thank you for also breaking my heart, i’ve learned not to be so trusting
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: December 7, 2020, 10:28 pm UTC
i never thought anyone loved me until i met you and then you broke me like no one else ever did before
From: ABC
To: preston
Date: December 7, 2020, 7:07 am UTC
I don't know how to explain to you how many ways you broke me. I could have been so different if I hadn't met you.
