today was the second day without you, i woke up at 3 pm and immediately you came to my mind. i got up and got to the stairs and broke down crying. today we had to tell my grandparents about what happened and my grandma was so upset, she saw me come in and gave me a huge hug and said some sweet things. i held back tears the entire night because i couldn’t stop thinking about you and about us and everything that happened. i miss you so much it feels like you’ve been gone for so long but it’s only been 48 hours. i’ve never felt this way before. i lub you forever beautiful boy.