Unsent messages to PEYTON
From: ABC
To: peyton
Date: October 21, 2023, 5:07 am UTC
I know you didn’t mean it when you said I love you. But I did…
From: ABC
To: peyton
Date: October 18, 2023, 9:24 am UTC
No one makes me feel the way you used to make me feel when we were young. Hope you’re still perfect.
From: ABC
To: peyton
Date: October 13, 2023, 11:27 pm UTC
miss you with every fiber of my being.
From: ABC
To: peyton
Date: October 5, 2023, 7:05 pm UTC
I think about you sometimes. I’m always wondering what your doing
From: ABC
To: peyton
Date: October 4, 2023, 10:32 pm UTC
If you liked her, you could’ve just said lol.
From: ABC
To: peyton
Date: October 4, 2023, 9:28 pm UTC
I hope you are doing well. I miss you and I will always love you.
From: ABC
To: peyton
Date: September 26, 2023, 1:55 am UTC
little do u know i have the craziest crush on u
From: ABC
To: peyton
Date: August 17, 2023, 6:13 am UTC
i wanna scream that i love u every day
From: ABC
To: peyton
Date: August 16, 2023, 11:28 pm UTC
I would drop everything now if you changed your mind
From: ABC
To: peyton
Date: August 7, 2023, 7:33 am UTC
thank u for being there when i didn’t even know where i was
From: ABC
To: peyton
Date: August 5, 2023, 9:49 pm UTC
i moved back and i cant even tell you.
From: ABC
To: peyton
Date: July 28, 2023, 6:41 am UTC
I wish I could have found a way to love you back
From: ABC
To: peyton
Date: July 16, 2023, 7:51 pm UTC
Ive moved on but you still haunt me when im feeling alone
From: ABC
To: peyton
Date: July 11, 2023, 4:31 am UTC
i wish you would just apologize and stop talking to him
From: ABC
To: peyton
Date: January 14, 2021, 4:31 am UTC
i’m happy ur doing better, i’m sorry for being the one that held you back. i wish my love wasn’t ur poison. i still love you and i feel selfish for it.
From: ABC
To: peyton
Date: January 13, 2021, 8:02 pm UTC
finding it ironic that im on here, and im sending it in black bc apparently "every time I send you one" I use black lol. anyways, I was quick to forgive you, I realize that now. you hurt me the same even just as friends. I resent you, actually. though, of course I was to blame for some aspects of our relationship completely plummeting, you quite literally ruined my life. you made me feel unlovable and worthless, you treated me like I was an embarrassment. I realize now that you don't deserve my forgiveness, and maybe I don't deserve yours. but to me, you haven't changed and I don't think you will. you treating me like shit made me realize how good I actually am, and I deserve so much better.
From: ABC
To: peyton
Date: January 12, 2021, 9:00 pm UTC
hi peyton. i know it didn't work out... and tbh I'm glad it didn't. sometimes I see you walk around school and I hope you've been doing well. I know you hate me and I wish we ended on better terms but I'm finally over it. I feel nothing anymore but I'm happy about the years we spent together and all of our happy memories. you taught me how to love someone and also you taught me how to guard my heart because I don't want anyone to hurt me the way you did every again. fuck you peyton, but also have a good life I hope you do well
From: ABC
To: peyton
Date: January 11, 2021, 6:41 am UTC
Why did you have to hurt me like that? You knew how much I loved you. I would’ve given the world to see you smile.
From: ABC
To: peyton
Date: January 11, 2021, 4:27 am UTC
why did u cheat. u showed me so much love never once any doubt that u loved me. so why what changed ur mind about me
From: ABC
To: peyton
Date: January 8, 2021, 5:25 am UTC
im still so in love with you and I don't think it'll ever go away. I hope it does because I can't take it anymore
From: ABC
To: peyton
Date: January 6, 2021, 1:32 am UTC
you were my first. my first real crush my first bf. you made me laugh every time i talked to you. i miss what he had.
From: ABC
To: peyton
Date: January 4, 2021, 2:02 am UTC
Hey peanut. You really are the reason I'm still living. You changed my life forever. I'll never forget those wonderful times.
From: ABC
To: peyton
Date: January 2, 2021, 7:50 am UTC
sometimes I feel like you do this on purpose bc you know ill always try my best to be here for you even if i can't mentally handle it
From: ABC
To: peyton
Date: December 31, 2020, 2:33 am UTC
not a day goes by without thinking of you. we met in such a rare way, that its almost hard to believe this love is real. you are so important to me, and i dont know what i'd do without you. i wish you could see yourself the way i see you.
From: ABC
To: peyton
Date: December 27, 2020, 6:33 am UTC
I write these a lot, hoping one day they will reach you .. I don’t believe in getting better anymore, I don’t think I can ever get better after you. but, I have found comfort in knowing I loved a version of you no one else will ever know. the one who loved me back. I’m glad I knew you before you turned into a person I never want to meet again. I won’t ever forget the day we walked together. the things we talked about, the places we saw, the laughs we had, that won’t go away, even if u did.
From: ABC
To: peyton
Date: December 17, 2020, 5:39 am UTC
do you ever still think about me? you cross my mind every once in awhile and sometimes i wish i still knew you like i used to
From: ABC
To: peyton
Date: December 15, 2020, 2:53 am UTC
i miss you with every speck of space i have in my heart. i cant wait to someday see you again. i love you
From: ABC
To: peyton
Date: December 14, 2020, 2:44 pm UTC
i wish you and i could’ve worked out, we would have been the best couple and we needed each other. i still believe that we will get together in the end and have a happy life for however long we are together. even though we both have new people now i still have little feelings for you that will never go away.
From: ABC
To: peyton
Date: December 14, 2020, 5:54 am UTC
I miss the person i thought you were. i thought you cared about me. The saddest part is he doesn’t even exist, you broke my heart
From: ABC
To: peyton
Date: December 13, 2020, 6:14 am UTC
For two years now I’ve been replaying the same moments in my head over and over again bc they’re all I have.
From: ABC
To: peyton
Date: December 8, 2020, 2:07 am UTC
the sunset forever reminds me of you. and that one chilly evening in april i forever wish i hugged you back on, instead of walking away.
From: ABC
To: peyton
Date: December 7, 2020, 4:12 am UTC
I love you. But you didn’t love me. I’m sorry I ruined things the first time. But you hurt me worse the second time.
From: ABC
To: peyton
Date: December 4, 2020, 4:18 am UTC
i’m so mad at u for no reason. ur sweet and pretty and kind. u can’t help that u like him, just like i can’t either. it’s easy to direct my blame on someone else who isn’t me. but that doesn’t mean it’s right. he likes u too u know. i don’t know if he’ll be able to say it for a while. but he does. and it sucks. for me ofc. but i’ll get over it and when i do i want to be friends. u seem so cool, and i honestly mean it. good luck! u got this :)
From: ABC
To: peyton
Date: December 2, 2020, 8:58 am UTC
i loved you. you were a bitch, but i fucking loved you. i would do everything over, if i got to hear your laugh one more time. you were a mean bitch, but you didnt deserve what you got. im sorry for not saving you sooner. but its hard to help someone who doesnt want your help. you broke me, but id do it a million times over. because you deserve to be saved. everyone does.
From: ABC
To: peyton
Date: December 2, 2020, 2:33 am UTC
From the moment I first met you when my friend introduced us, I knew I loved you. I remember seeing you every day at lunch and you’d smile every time we made eye contact, and I wanted to SO badly come up and talk to you but I got nervous and couldn’t find the strength to and I regret it every day...I know I should have just come up to you but I was so scared and I just still really want to tell you how I feel but now your gone and I miss you every day...
From: ABC
To: peyton
Date: December 2, 2020, 2:13 am UTC
I know you didn’t really know me well...we talked a few times and I really wanted to say something more but I got to nervous and didn’t and I regret it every day because now your gone...
From: ABC
To: peyton
Date: November 21, 2020, 11:58 pm UTC
i liked you i really did just not in the way you liked me. i felt bad for not giving you the same energy you gave me, i know you probably hate me now saying that its been a year since the last time youve talked to me. i really enjoyed our friendship and i do want it back i just dont know how to tell you i want it back
From: ABC
To: peyton
Date: November 21, 2020, 4:36 am UTC
Your the only reason I get up in the morning. Every time I see you I always can’t help but smile under my mask.
From: ABC
To: peyton
Date: November 18, 2020, 8:29 am UTC
Are you jealous? I wasn’t FaceTiming anyone important I’m sorry if it seemed like I was ignoring you.
From: ABC
To: peyton
Date: November 15, 2020, 11:07 am UTC
i wish you would understand that some times your hard to be around. i love you but i just wish you would let me love you from far.
