I write these a lot, hoping one day they will reach you .. I don’t believe in getting better anymore, I don’t think I can ever get better after you. but, I have found comfort in knowing I loved a version of you no one else will ever know. the one who loved me back. I’m glad I knew you before you turned into a person I never want to meet again. I won’t ever forget the day we walked together. the things we talked about, the places we saw, the laughs we had, that won’t go away, even if u did.