From: ABC
To: peyton
why did u cheat. u showed me so much love never once any doubt that u loved me. so why what changed ur mind about me
From: ABC
To: peyton
Why did you have to hurt me like that? You knew how much I loved you. I would’ve given the world to see you smile.
From: ABC
To: peyton
i miss you with every speck of space i have in my heart. i cant wait to someday see you again. i love you
From: ABC
To: peyton
youre one of the best friends i’ve ever had. thank you for all the good times, thank you for helping me with everything. i can’t express how thankful i am to be in your life. you are so kind, hilarious, empathetic, and we have the best times together. even tho we haven’t talked much because of school, i still love you. you’re one of the best friends i’ve ever had.
From: ABC
To: peyton
sometimes I feel like you do this on purpose bc you know ill always try my best to be here for you even if i can't mentally handle it
From: ABC
To: peyton
hi peyton. i know it didn't work out... and tbh I'm glad it didn't. sometimes I see you walk around school and I hope you've been doing well. I know you hate me and I wish we ended on better terms but I'm finally over it. I feel nothing anymore but I'm happy about the years we spent together and all of our happy memories. you taught me how to love someone and also you taught me how to guard my heart because I don't want anyone to hurt me the way you did every again. fuck you peyton, but also have a good life I hope you do well
From: ABC
To: peyton
do you ever still think about me? you cross my mind every once in awhile and sometimes i wish i still knew you like i used to
From: ABC
To: peyton
I don’t think you know you hurt my heart, which is the sad part. For all the Peytons respond quickly and don’t overlook the girl that would go to the moon to make you happy
From: ABC
To: peyton
Your the only reason I get up in the morning. Every time I see you I always can’t help but smile under my mask.
From: ABC
To: peyton
i wish you would’ve given me the chance to prove that i can be everything you want. you’re truly one of the good ones and deserve the world. i hope she makes you happy.
From: ABC
To: peyton
the last time we talked, you said you would see me in the next life. and i said you wouldnt as it wasnt meant to be. i lied, im such a liar. i belong with you. i miss you. i love you to every end of the earths.
From: ABC
To: peyton
I love you. But you didn’t love me. I’m sorry I ruined things the first time. But you hurt me worse the second time.
From: ABC
To: peyton
Did you ever pick up on how I felt about you? Did you talk to everyone like that or was it just me? My favorite moments from freshman year have you in it, you were the highlight of my year, my favorite period in my life we connected. I wish we still talked, how could anyone get over someone like you? Thank you for being my light.
From: ABC
To: peyton
finding it ironic that im on here, and im sending it in black bc apparently "every time I send you one" I use black lol. anyways, I was quick to forgive you, I realize that now. you hurt me the same even just as friends. I resent you, actually. though, of course I was to blame for some aspects of our relationship completely plummeting, you quite literally ruined my life. you made me feel unlovable and worthless, you treated me like I was an embarrassment. I realize now that you don't deserve my forgiveness, and maybe I don't deserve yours. but to me, you haven't changed and I don't think you will. you treating me like shit made me realize how good I actually am, and I deserve so much better.
From: ABC
To: peyton
i liked you i really did just not in the way you liked me. i felt bad for not giving you the same energy you gave me, i know you probably hate me now saying that its been a year since the last time youve talked to me. i really enjoyed our friendship and i do want it back i just dont know how to tell you i want it back
From: ABC
To: peyton
I write these a lot, hoping one day they will reach you .. I don’t believe in getting better anymore, I don’t think I can ever get better after you. but, I have found comfort in knowing I loved a version of you no one else will ever know. the one who loved me back. I’m glad I knew you before you turned into a person I never want to meet again. I won’t ever forget the day we walked together. the things we talked about, the places we saw, the laughs we had, that won’t go away, even if u did.
From: ABC
To: peyton
the sunset forever reminds me of you. and that one chilly evening in april i forever wish i hugged you back on, instead of walking away.
From: ABC
To: peyton
I’m so in love with you and you have no idea your perfect for me you don’t understand how much I want to be with you
From: ABC
To: peyton
not a day goes by without thinking of you. we met in such a rare way, that its almost hard to believe this love is real. you are so important to me, and i dont know what i'd do without you. i wish you could see yourself the way i see you.
From: ABC
To: peyton
you were my first. my first real crush my first bf. you made me laugh every time i talked to you. i miss what he had.
From: ABC
To: peyton
i wish you wanted me for more than just my body. i’ve been in love with you since he 8th grade. please just want me the way i want you :(
From: ABC
To: peyton
i’m happy ur doing better, i’m sorry for being the one that held you back. i wish my love wasn’t ur poison. i still love you and i feel selfish for it.
From: ABC
To: peyton
i wish you would understand that some times your hard to be around. i love you but i just wish you would let me love you from far.
From: ABC
To: peyton
I know you didn’t really know me well...we talked a few times and I really wanted to say something more but I got to nervous and didn’t and I regret it every day because now your gone...
From: ABC
To: peyton
From the moment I first met you when my friend introduced us, I knew I loved you. I remember seeing you every day at lunch and you’d smile every time we made eye contact, and I wanted to SO badly come up and talk to you but I got nervous and couldn’t find the strength to and I regret it every day...I know I should have just come up to you but I was so scared and I just still really want to tell you how I feel but now your gone and I miss you every day...
From: ABC
To: peyton
i loved you. you were a bitch, but i fucking loved you. i would do everything over, if i got to hear your laugh one more time. you were a mean bitch, but you didnt deserve what you got. im sorry for not saving you sooner. but its hard to help someone who doesnt want your help. you broke me, but id do it a million times over. because you deserve to be saved. everyone does.
From: ABC
To: peyton
I ended things because I didn’t want to hurt you. I know you’re a good guy and you’re probably just angry or confused but the things you are saying about me and how I treated you are untrue
From: ABC
To: peyton
im still so in love with you and I don't think it'll ever go away. I hope it does because I can't take it anymore
From: ABC
To: peyton
sometimes I wonder if you would be a better person if I had stayed with you. too bad i’m not your babysitter.
From: ABC
To: peyton
I love your hairy nipples man. I love your thick cock. Your ass cheeks attract me from miles away. They’re so hot, I love to rub them until you orgasm. Dude ur the coolest. I am sad we are parting ways.
From: ABC
To: peyton
hey, i love all the memories we’ve made but i wish i was more mature when i met you so we could’ve been something more than friends,
From: ABC
To: peyton
Are you jealous? I wasn’t FaceTiming anyone important I’m sorry if it seemed like I was ignoring you.
From: ABC
To: peyton
youll never expect this from me... i miss the way we used to be but im glad that we have at least this.
From: ABC
To: peyton
For two years now I’ve been replaying the same moments in my head over and over again bc they’re all I have.
From: ABC
To: peyton
Hey peanut. You really are the reason I'm still living. You changed my life forever. I'll never forget those wonderful times.
From: ABC
To: peyton
it’s been 5 months. you’ve missed so much. i want to come visit you soon.
From: ABC
To: peyton
I really like you, and i think you have the most prettiest eyes
From: ABC
To: peyton
u r my platonic soulmate and i love u so much. u R my greatest friend and i wish i new u sooner
From: ABC
To: peyton
peyton, why you treat me so bad. all i’ve tried to do is be there for you
From: ABC
To: peyton
You’d really like the person I’ve become. I’m sorry I wasn’t him back then.
From: ABC
To: peyton
We just started talking, but I'm already scared to loose you my pretty boy.
From: ABC
To: peyton
I wish I could go back and do better. But you don’t deserve that.