finding it ironic that im on here, and im sending it in black bc apparently "every time I send you one" I use black lol. anyways, I was quick to forgive you, I realize that now. you hurt me the same even just as friends. I resent you, actually. though, of course I was to blame for some aspects of our relationship completely plummeting, you quite literally ruined my life. you made me feel unlovable and worthless, you treated me like I was an embarrassment. I realize now that you don't deserve my forgiveness, and maybe I don't deserve yours. but to me, you haven't changed and I don't think you will. you treating me like shit made me realize how good I actually am, and I deserve so much better.
